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[ohmanifesto]

i am not my usual self, of late. i am.. happy. sortof. happier than usual. content? is probably the word. i seem to be busy most days and it's not quite a life, it's not quite social, but it keeps me going. work is really good, me and sarah are like normal friends now and i've left scholl for good. i have finished all my film coursework (whether it

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[_overmyhead]

in reference to your last paragraph, i know EXACTLY how you feel. i get that with emjay whenever he comes online, cus its like nothings changed, when infact everything has changed. and you sit there and draw out the conversation for as long as you can, cus you dont know when the next time you'll speak will be.
its pretty crap.

[ohmanifesto]

it's awful.

you just want to clutch at straws, and tell them how you feel, and- in fact, i DID. i told him he hasn't changed at all and he still makes me feel as small as he did back then, and i told him i had a huge crush on him back in the day. but of course he didn't remember the next day. and i wanted to say it again, but what's the use? there's nothing to be salvaged after so long.

in fact, i feel the exact same way about the loss of ge. =/ sad, really.