the words are long overdue.

[ohmanifesto]

mal·a·droit [mal-uh-droit]
-adjective
lacking in adroitness; unskillful; awkward; inept.

it is the fourth saturday that i have spent in my room, bored, alone, with nothing to do. fantasy and reality are fast becoming inverted as i think more and more about what could have been, what could be, who could be. i ashamedly explain my situation to my best

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[plastictoy]

If I didn't go home every weekend, this would be identical to my experience. As it is, I still spend most of the week constructing conversations that could/should have been.

[ohmanifesto]

it has gotten to the point where i'm counting down the days till i go home, even though home is nothing compared to living here. (if only i had some friends.) i am taking the coward's way out and thinking of leaving at the end of this year.