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i am so busy busy busy. i like being busy, but not so much that i can't relax at any time. i am taking a breather, currently, and plan to be back on the books at 5pm sharp. i have 20 minutes.

i only have two or three weeks left until my entire academic year is over, but i have so much to do in that time. i am currently trying to write an essay on ( Read more... )

the scariest thought is that i might be falling out of love with him.

isn't it interesting how we hurt ourselves. how we'll ask the questions we know we'll hate the answers to, say the things we know we shouldn't because it will fuck things up. like when you press a bruise even though you know it'll just hurt. or tongue an ulcer even though it stings more than a slap across the face. you can't help but do it, you ( Read more... )

in exactly six months, i will be twenty years old. odd, considering i still feel (and look) about seventeen.

i found somewhere to live for next year. it's down near the whitelands campus, which is about 20 minutes away from here. the room is very small also, but never mind. i will be living with two second year girls, and two others who i haven't ( Read more... )

you know you are a student when you get unfeasibly excited at the discovery of a tin of heinz ravioli lurking in your cupboard. mm. 11pm dinners are not good for me but they are deeply satisfying. especially when they are food that is not good for me either, like said ravioli and potato waffles. naughty but nice.

i worked the guillemots show ( Read more... )

i failed last semester's exam. a score of 24, we need 40 to pass. the resit is april 21st. i couldn't resit it if i tried. i have no idea what the fuck we even did. i am going to try and retake my first year, but only of film, not journalism. i have no idea if this is possible or how i would end up graduating, but it is worth a try and so i have ( Read more... )

am i the only person in this fucking country that did not feel even the slightest of tremors?

i don't think my flat rep interview went particularly well. my small chance of being picked is probably pretty much diminished by now.

i got a job working on the bar at shepherds bush empire. amazing job but scary. i've never even pulled a pint in my fucking life. i start wednesday, i have an awful feeling i will fail miserably.

maddie has been ( Read more... )

i have noticed a lot of people giving juno all the praise in the world. which suprises me, as i didn't think it lived up to hype at all. i was really excited for it, and i downloaded it first chance i got. watched it once.. not impressed. what the fuck is all the fuss about? watched it a second time.. thought better of it, but not amazingly so. it' ( Read more... )