Title:Taboo (Part 17)
Pairings/Characters:ShoxAiba, JunxOC, ShoxAibaxNino (friendship) / Ohno
Genre/Rating:Fluff, AU, Friendship, Romance / PG-13
Word Count:1632
Disclaimer:I own nothing but this plot
Summary:Being brothers meant that they can't do a few things that other non-sibling individuals can do.
Fanfic Masterpost Sho ran away from the confusing scene before him in order not to get caught, but he was sure that Jun had seen him for a split second. It might just be his imagination, right? Right?! Sho just wanted to yell out in frustration, but he kept it in and ran in the direction towards the hospital Ohno worked in. It had been such a long time since he last visited, but it was the same as ever and even the staff from ten years ago were still there. Once he found the ward where Ohno’s office was located, he sped walked towards said man’s office, went right in without permission, and slid the door close behind him. He leaned against it, panting heavily as he stared at Ohno’s meticulously organized desk. Ohno said he’ll be at his office in an hour or so, but Sho wanted to see Ohno right away. He had to tell him everything or else he would explode into dust. But why Ohno? He could always talk to Masaki about things like these… but it was obvious Masaki didn’t want to talk to him at all. Besides, Ohno kept reminding them from time to time that he’ll always be there to listen to them. But didn’t Masaki need to know about it? Of course, he’ll eventually tell him… but when will that be?
Just then, Sho heard Ohno’s voice nearing his office. Why he tried to find a place to hide, Sho didn’t know why, but he still did it anyway. Once he was hid inside of Ohno’s small closet in his office, Ohno came in looking as flustered as ever.
“He wanted to talk me… Yeah… he should be here soon… No, don’t come here… I don’t think he’ll like you as much after seeing you… I can’t believe I kept this as a secret… I feel so bad for the boys… Yeah… You should at least tell them… No! I’m not going to tell them for you… Why? Because she’s their mother… Tell them soon, especially now that Sho-kun knows… Yeah… Alright, I’ll see you later… Bye.”
Sho could feel every vein in his body popping from what he heard. He felt completely betrayed and now he had no one to turn to. Scowling, he walked out of the closet, surprising Ohno and headed towards the door.
“Sho-kun!”
But he didn’t turn back even when he heard Ohno desperately calling him. When Ohno tried going after him, Sho just ran and ran until finally, he made it back home. He walked past their butler, past Nino who was on his way out of Masaki’s room, and slammed his door behind him once he was finally in his room.
“Hey Sho, what’s wrong?” He heard Nino call out from the other side of the door.
“Young Master, is there anything I could do?” Their butler asked right after.
If only he could tell them everything, but this wasn’t their problem and he didn’t want them involved.
“There’s nothing wrong,” he lied. “I’m just hungry Tsuchida-san.”
“Okay, young master. I will be right back with a light snack.”
“Are you sure?” Nino insisted. “Do you want me to call Masaki over?”
Sho usually would have said yes right away, but he had no idea why he immediately rejected the idea.
“Oh, he’s actually walking this way right now… I don’t know what’s wrong with him,Masaki. Why don’t you ask him yourself?... No, I won’t talk to him for you so stop being a baby. I actually have other things to deal with. I’ll see you guys tomorrow. Bye.” With that, Nino left his door and he could hear his footsteps heading towards the direction of the stairs. A second later, however, he heard soft footsteps slowly approaching his door as if the owner of this footsteps were hesitant and unsure.
“Sho…”
At the sound of his name coming from Masaki’s mouth, he thought he was going to lose it. He seriously thought that Masaki was never going to speak to him again, or acknowledge him at all, yet there was his brother standing on the other side of the door. It felt like it’s been ages since he last spoke to him and he missed his brother and his voice altogether.
“Hey…” It came out weakly and awkwardly than what Sho expected, but he should at least let Masaki know that he was alive somehow and not on the floor unconscious from all the stress he was suffering from at the moment.
“I’m sorry!” Masaki burst into crying and Sho immediately opened the door for his brother. “I shouldn’t have ignored you and...and…”
“It’s okay,” Sho hushed him and gently pulled his brother inside his room.
“You’re not mad at all?” Masaki whimpered as he sat on Sho’s bed.
“Of course not. How could I get mad at you? I would have done the same…”
“What I did was horrible,” Masaki pouted. “I shouldn’t have done that.”
“No, it’s okay for you to ignore me. I actually--”
“No, not that,” Masaki cut him off and looked away as a tiny hint of blush showed on his cheeks. “I meant I k-k-k-kis-kissed you.”
“Oh.” Sho remembered another reason why he was stressed out other than witnessing their mother’s and Jun’s affair. For that whole week that Masaki had ignored him, he was overwhelmed with feelings that he couldn’t understand and why he only felt it towards his little brother. It was very confusing and very vague, but one thing’s for certain: Sho needed Masaki; he needed that person who knew him well and that one most important person in his life… W-What’s this? Sho could feel his heart racing rapidly in his chest that he felt light headed and dizzy all of a sudden, and then there was this tight knot in his stomach that released itself and turned into a weird wonderful feeling when he looked at his brother, or even thought about him. Unaware of his actions, Sho threw his arms over his brother’s shoulders and pulled him into a tight embrace.
“Sho?”
“Oh, crap,” he pulled away when he realized what he was doing and shrunk himself to a corner in his room. “Sorry.” For some reason, Masaki felt just right in his arms almost as if they were made together… Sho’s eyes widened and shook his head free of the thoughts. What the hell am I thinking?!
“Sho?” Masaki got up from his bed and walked over to his direction, but Sho held out his hand.
“Stop. Just… Stop.”
“Sho?”
“Don’t come any closer.”
“W-Was it because of that?” Masaki whimpered and Sho could sense that he was about to cry. “A-are you disgusted with me?”
“No, Masaki--”
“Then I shouldn’t have…” Masaki trailed off and Sho saw that his brother was heading for the door. However, Masaki didn’t make it far and Sho found himself hugging his brother from behind.
“No, stay… and it’s not because of that.”
“Then what is it?”
“I’m not disgusted and… I don’t know. It’s just that with you… I feel weird.”
Masaki turned around in his arms and gave him a confused look. “Weird?”
“For a while now,” Sho confessed. “Ever since that day you said you loved me.”
“Really?” Masaki giggled lightly and Sho noticed that his cheeks were turning red. Masaki looked so adorable and Sho just wanted to… Wanted to what? Kiss him? Without warning, he released his brother and stared at him wide-eyed. What’s wrong with me? Why am I like this? This isn’t normal.
“W-what’s wrong?” Masaki asked, obviously startled at Sho’s actions.
Sho didn’t speak, however, and just stared at his brother wide-eyed… then his brother’s chocolate brown eyes, his brother’s tall refined nose, and his brother’s pink lips; his eyes stopped there.
“Nii-san?” Masaki waved his hands in front of Sho’s eyes, but Sho didn’t flinch. “Sho?”
Without warning, Sho pulled Masaki towards him. That little voice in his head kept screaming that this was completely wrong, yet at the same time it was as if his mind completely took over and he had no control of his limbs, and his mouth for that matter. On the other hand, Sho completely melted into Masaki’s lips although they were a bit chapped, but it tasted sweet like chocolate chip cookies and Sho couldn’t deny how amazing it felt. And how wrong it felt… When Masaki finally responded back to the kiss, Sho’s eyes flew open and pushed himself away from his brother. What am I doing?! I’m out of my mind, for sure… but Masaki responded to the kiss… And this isn’t normal at all. Yet despite how his mind kept warning him from doing as he pleased, he pulled his brother back and they both fell on his bed. Masaki was on top of him and Sho would have complained at the weight, but he stared at his brother’s parted lips. Slowly and gently, he brought his thumb to Masaki’s lips.
“This is wrong,” Sho told him, yet he continued to touch his brother’s lips lightly as if they were fragile things.
“Very wrong,” Masaki echoed, yet he leaned in closer until there was barely any space in between them.
“Very…” Sho trailed off into bliss as he felt his brother’s lips on him once again. They moved naturally as if they were dancing partners dancing to the beat of their racing hearts. It was beautiful and it almost felt as if this was normal… but they were brothers and Sho knew what the consequences would be like if he continued this. Yet he smiled as Masaki’s lips danced on his own and Sho’s heart fluttered into a thousand butterflies.
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A/N: A few things:
1. I fell in love with this duo called FEMM, or Far East Mention Mannequin. I love their music so much.
2. I started school this week so I won't be writing as much. Yesterday was my first day of school and I became overwhelmed and tired because it's my first time being a college student and there were a ton of people yesterday (obviously because it's a community college). As soon as I got home, I tried to write but I was so tired I ended up napping, then eating dinner right after, then going to sleep. I started to have labored breathing last night and my heart was beating weird so I had to sleep.
3. I might just write like once or twice a week.
Thank you for understanding.
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