Title: Love me, Hate me
Length: Multi-Chapter
Pairings: OhnoxNino
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Plot mines, boys not mine.
Word Count: 1021
Summary: Ohno once loved someone that loved him back. Now he just wasn't sure anymore.
Fanfic Masterpost ++++++++++
Ohno found himself standing in front of Nino’s mansion. It was the first thing he thought of when he woke up that morning. He didn’t even shave, dress up cleanly, or even bothered to eat. His only intention was to listen to Aiba’s advice and do as they planned.
When he pressed the button, he heard a static followed by the voice belonging to the same woman with those long legs.
“Yes?” The woman’s high pitched voice cleared through the static.
Ohno cleared his throat. “I’m here to see Ni-”
The woman‘s sudden strict voice interrupted him, “Ninomiya-san’s been waiting for you to arrive. He told me to let you in just in case if you wanted to see him.” Then the huge gates opened right after and he went in slowly like the did the first day he found the house. He turned his head facing up and prayed the gods that everything will be ok. He gulped grabbing the handle before twisting it around and taking a foot ahead.
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Ohno’s eyes rolled to the back of his head when he felt Aiba’s warm mouth completely swallow him. He felt the latter’s slim fingers enter his sinned hole as he moaned for more. All he wanted was someone to be there for him and help him forget his addiction…
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“Can you tell me why you kissed that man?” Ohno slammed his hands on Nino’s desk. “I heard those three letter words come out of your mouth and yet you still… behind my back?!” He saw Nino jumps back in surprise. Even he was surprised with himself since he’s never acted so rashly or violent in front of Nino before.
“I didn’t even know you were there! You weren’t even supposed to be there in there in the first place,” Nino swiveled his chair around.
“Don’t hide from me,” Ohno forced the chair around, “why did you do it anyways?! Didn’t you choose me?”
He followed Nino’s action and noticed how he’s been playing with his fingers. The only way to know Nino was thinking of something was what he was doing and Ohno couldn’t read minds; he wanted to know who it is Nino picks.
“I still do!” Nino bit his lip. “But I-”
“I see,” Ohno pulls back from Nino’s desk, “so you choose him? Buts are never good.”
“Listen to me Satoshi,” Nino pulled Ohno’s arm, “just listen to me this once.”
Ohno took his arm back from him and dusted the spot where Nino had touched as if the man was bacteria. “Fine, tell me it is and I‘ll walk off from your life. And don‘t call me by name anymore,” he spat, “it sounds sinned coming from your mouth.”
Nino sighed as if he was going to tell a long story. “If I don’t listen to what he says, Sa- Ohno-san, I’ll be off the deal for sure and he’ll start talking bad about me. If that were to happen, people will stop asking for me and I’ll be bankrupt.”
“So,” Ohno glared at him, “this is about money again? And who is this…he?”
“Matsumoto Jun,” Nino answered truthfully, “I can’t break off this deal. Just try to understand and forget you ever saw that, for me please?”
Ohno shook his head. He couldn’t believe that Nino would actually choose money over him again. He would just turn out to be the secret boyfriend while this Matsumoto Jun guy is publicly known as Nino’s boyfriend. “I can’t,” Ohno started walking backwards to the door, “only when your decision is sealed. I’ll forget the past and I’ll come to you.”
“I-”
Ohno cut him off when he closed the door on Nino. He stood there for a while and noticed how his hands were trembling badly from what he’s done. He tried telling himself it was just from the weather and his hands were just cold. But he knew it was from talking to Nino. He didn’t even want to think about it.
Ohno woke with a start after those memories replayed in his dream. He had hoped that those memories wouldn’t play through because it will be the only memory that will remain as a nightmare to him. But he felt even worse when he felt the wind through his naked body. He turned around and saw Aiba soundly sleeping. Ohno didn’t intend to use him, but Aiba was there and he couldn’t help himself. The moment he met Aiba a couple of hours ago, he came onto him and there was no stopping. Now there was guilt, anger, and broken feelings flowing through his heart.
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He went back home that same day and grabbed everything that had to do with Nino. He started off with the first picture they took in their high school days and watched the glossy surface slowly burn in his sink. All those memories-- he didn’t deserve to have them because he knows Nino chose someone else. This was something he never wanted to do, but he had no other choice but to do it so his memories can burn away with it too.
“What are you doing?!” Nino barged in from the backdoor of his kitchen. “Are you crazy?!”
Ohno didn’t look up and continued to add more stuff they shared together. That’s right, I’m crazy, Ohno continued to throw stuff in the red fire. He felt his old self back again after Nino left him miserably in their house they shared. Maybe his family is right, he’s sick in the head.
“Stop it!” Nino twisted the knob for water to distinguish the fire. “This is wrong, you can’t do this.”
“I can,” Ohno slapped Nino’s hand off the knob and lit another match. He meant to throw it back in the sink, but he accidentally dropped it and soon, the house was on fire. Ohno refused to move when Nino kept pulling him back but then he felt something hit him hard on the head, and he fell on his head with a soft thump just like when he first met Nino in a long time.
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