Title:Revisit (Part 15) Pairings:OhnoxNino Genre:Fluff, AU, Friendship, Romance, (slight) Angst, Smut Rating:NC-17 Disclaimer:I own nothing but the plot Word Count:2212 Summary:Nino hasn't been in school for weeks now ever since he's heard about Satoshi's and Jun's past. A/N:As requested from br_arashi who wanted to see more, here ya go!
Fanfic Masterpost 1-100 Masterpost ++++++++++ He promised Satoshi he wouldn’t run away, but there he was holed up under his blanket. It felt just as lonely before he had met Satoshi. However his heart told him, begged him even, to go to Satoshi and forgive him, but he was too much of a coward to do it. Up to the point where he forbade Satoshi and his friends from every coming to his house. He ignored phone calls, yelled when one of his friends were insistently ringing the doorbell, and swore he'd kill them all if they tried to find a way in.
Yet Nino still loved him. It wasn’t his intention to throw Satoshi away, not since he’s helped him on his feet. But he couldn’t help it! He was just... just...
“Jealous...” Nino mumbled as he let the tears fall freely down his cheeks. “I thought I would be his first...”
He also thought how wrong it was for Satoshi to use him while he did it with Jun, but he knew that Satoshi couldn’t help it. It was an unrequited love until they were finally together.
“But... it was just a mistake, right?” Nino sniffed as he wiped the tears with the back of his hand. “...I shouldn’t even be like this...”
Although he mumbled, it didn’t help at all. There was absolutely no one to listen to his problems, and that hyper friend of his wasn’t around to make everything all better. And neither were Satoshi’s hands holding his while telling him everything’ll be alright.
“No!” Nino grumbled angrily, his hands forming into a fist. “Everything will definitely not be alright!”
Right then, Nino burst from his blanket and landed with a loud thud on the floor. The physical pain didn’t matter. All he needed at the moment was to release his anger. He wasn’t angry at Jun, or Satoshi, but he felt it was more towards himself. He shouldn’t have ran away. He should have forgave the two of them, mend better terms with Jun and live happily ever after... Not to run away, forget Satoshi and everyone he’s made friends with!
At that moment, Nino’s anger got the better of him. He picked every single thing he can see in his room and threw it across the wall until he was so sure a hole would form from it. But the more he threw on that same area, it didn’t happen. There was no hole except for the complete mess he’s made in his room.
“Ka... zu?”
Nino turned around immediately and saw Satoshi trying to crawl through his open window. He should’ve closed it, if he knew it was going to happen.
“What are you doing here?” Nino hissed evilly, although he intended not to.
“I miss you Kazu...”
“Well I--”
Nino wanted to tell him right then and there that he didn’t miss him when he really did. Just remembering what Satoshi told him incited his anger although he wasn’t angry at him. But he was unable to finish his words since he saw that Satoshi was about to slip from the window. If he did it right the first time, why was he struggling so much now? Nino saw the answer by himself: it was Satoshi’s pale hands.
“Satoshi!” Nino gasped as he grabbed him by his thick coat before pulling him in, both falling on his bed. “Were you... waiting out there the whole time?”
“... Long enough until I realized I had another way in,” Satoshi lightly chuckled.
Nino wasn’t in the mood to laugh, but his heart couldn’t help it. As he began to laugh along with him, Satoshi laughed louder until they were both gasping for air. The peaceful moment last for a while until Nino remembered why he didn’t want him in his house in the first place. Just as he was about to push him off, he was able to see a small glance of something he couldn’t recognize on Satoshi’s face as he held onto him.
“Are you mad at me?” Satoshi asked, his hot breath tickling Nino’s cheeks.
“N... No...”
“Then... why’d you run?”
“I was...”
Nino refused to say it. If he did, it would embarrassing because he ran when he felt it.
“... Jealous?” Satoshi continued, a half smirk playing on his lips.
“No!” Nino immediately replied but the blush on his cheeks gave it away.
“You are!”
“Am not...” He argued weakly.
“Are too!”
Nino clicked his tongue and turned his head to the right, not wanting Satoshi to see how red his cheeks were becoming. “So what if I am?”
He stayed that way for a while, glaring so hard at the white wall. Satoshi, on the other hand, was strangely quiet. He would usually tease him, since this is the first time he’s been jealous. However, only his hot breath touched his neck. Slowly turning his head to face him. There it was, the strange look Nino couldn’t explain in simple words.
“Kazu...” Satoshi breathed ever so slowly, his voice sounding rough and different. “I love you so much that I would go back in time and slap my stupid head. I’ll... I’ll do anything to make it up to you...”
“Any...thing?” Nino repeated with a whisper, unsure if whatever he’ll do would make it all up. He did love him too, so much that his heart would burst at the thought of spending the rest of his life, without Satoshi, alone. Nino, no matter what, didn’t want that to happen at all. Satoshi was there for him even though he had done regrettable actions in the past, and he was the one who helped him realize how much it’s better to be out there, and how to love.
Without even thinking about it, his hands immediately went around Satoshi’s waist, pulling him closer until there were barely space in between them. Satoshi looked surprised, but it didn’t seem so as he closed his eyes. Nino did the same, tasting the strawberries as Satoshi captured his lips in one swift move. He admits that strawberry chapstick tasted horrible, but it was the first thing he tasted on his first kiss. So what if it tasted like poison? It tasted more of like Satoshi than the chapstick itself.
A new sound escaped Nino’s throat without him knowing it as Satoshi’s cold hands slipped under his thin shirt. Nino bit back the urge to yell and throw himself under his blankets; Satoshi was warm enough for him. As the cold hands roamed freely on the surface of his body, that sound came out again by impulse. He sounded just like a cat, but to humans, it was moaning.
“Kazu...” Satoshi panted as he pulled away and looked him in the eyes. “Will you let me prove my love to you again?”
Nino nodded his head, unable to form words through his moan. Once he gave his answer, Satoshi’s eyes changed. It was full of lust, and love, yet they looked at him so gently that he felt lost just looking into them. Without him realizing it, he and Satoshi were panting heavily, naked and moaning so hard into each other’s arms. Satoshi really was his personal heater even under the cold air drifting lazily around his small room. He didn’t need a blanket, although he was embarrassed by his lumpy body (which Satoshi called sexy); all he needed was Satoshi.
He tried hard not to look down at his hard cock as Satoshi was marveling so hard at it. He heard the latter let out a low growl, and he knew Satoshi was enjoying his view so much even though he didn’t. It was his own body, but it was nothing compared to Satoshi’s. He’s already seen his hard abs, and his strong legs, but not even Satoshi’s hardness couldn’t compare to his.
Nino moaned loudly than he intended when he felt hot air hit his cock. “Mmm...” Nino moaned, surprised at how his hips were pushing up for more. Satoshi saw this and before he smirked, he leaned his head down and took his cock in his mouth.
As Satoshi sucked him, Nino’s hips pushed up on their own. It thrusted so hard into Satoshi’s mouth that he heard him gag a bit. Already, he felt the need to come.
“Satoshi... I...”
“Not yet,” the latter breathed as he released him with a loud pop. “Can I...”
Nino already knew the question, but he was scared. What if it hurts? What if it rips him open? What if--
Satoshi chuckled. “Kazu... don’t be so worried... I’ll guide you through it, OK?”
“OK...” Nino babbled, still unable to get the feeling of Satoshi’s mouth completely devouring him.
The latter looked around for something, but it didn’t take him long as if he was already prepared for this to happen in the first place. He took a bottle containing blue liquid and something wrapped into a small square. Satoshi put the liquid on his fingers first before looking at Nino in concern.
“I’m... I’m ready,” Nino breathed as he watched the hands near his virgin hole. “I’m--”
Satoshi didn’t need repeats as a finger entered his hole so willingly. Nino groaned in pain, but Satoshi’s soothing words were helping him struggle against it. It really, really hurt but it was the kind of pain Nino liked as a finger and another finger was added, hitting him repeatedly on a sweet spot, causing him to moan. There was no longer pain or sounds of being in pain as Satoshi repeatedly thrust his fingers in him.
“I think...” Nino panted, trying to get some breath back in his system. “...I’m...ready...”
“Are you sure?” Satoshi asked him again, pulling his fingers out of him.
Nino nodded his head at the same time the latter was putting on a rubber on his hard cock. The more Nino watched, the more he wanted it. “Please...” he begged desperately, tugging Satoshi closer to him.
Satoshi then quickened his pace, putting more blue liquid onto his cock before position himself on top of Nino. He spread his legs wider for Satoshi and soon, he felt the tip of Satoshi’s penis enter him so slowly. It was much more painful than his fingers, but it felt so, so good. Once Satoshi was fully inside of him, he rocked against him slowly at first. It wasn’t until Nino begged him to go faster that the bed was creaking as they moved together.
“Fas... ter...” Nino moaned even though Satoshi was already going at it.
As Nino circled his legs around Satoshi, it felt so much better than it was before. With each fast thrust, he moaned calling out Satoshi’s name in a whisper, loving the way Satoshi’s cock felt so right inside of him. Just as he was about to moan again, Satoshi pulled out, asking him hurriedly to go on all fours. Nino was confused at first, but Satoshi showed it to him. When he fixed himself in that position, he felt just like a dog.
Just as Nino was about to turn and look at Satoshi curiously, he felt the hard penis enter him again as Satoshi’s hands grabbed him on either side of his waist. It was a new thing for him too, this position. It was hard to stay up, but with Satoshi’s hands holding him, he won’t fall after all.
“Kazu... let’s... come...” Satoshi moaned as he fastened his pace.
Nino nodded his head and was about to work on himself but was pushed away by Satoshi’s hand. It felt so right and amazing at the same time Satoshi pumped and thrust so hard into him. The more Satoshi fastened his pace, the more the hand went faster and Nino was ready to release. At one final thrust, Satoshi released a guttural moan as he released all his cum on his bed sheets. Satoshi continued to fuck him until he finally pulled out and laid flat on Nino’s bed (he threw away the condom a second after). Nino did the same before putting a blanket on himself and Satoshi.
“I love you...” Nino mumbled into Satoshi’s heaving chest as he circled his arms around his waist. “We didn’t have to do it, you know... Could have just taken me out on a date...”
Satoshi chuckled. “But you were jealous... and I was... in the mood...”
“Pervert,” Nino clicked his tongue even though he admits he enjoyed it.
“Yeah. But I’m your pervert.”
“Hm. True that.”
They didn’t stay up a minute longer since both confessed how tired they were. Once Nino’s eyes dropped to a close, the last thing he felt was a soft kiss on his forehead as arms embraced him closer to a warm body.
The following morning, they received strange and questioning looks from Nino’s parents and his older sister, but neither of them spoke. They knew what had happened last night, it’s just that it wasn’t that much of a comfortable topic to speak of during breakfast, or to anyone other than the ones involved. As Nino laughed away with his parents on some lame joke his dad attempted, a hand grabbed his from under the table, gently stroking the back of his hand...
~~~~ A/N:Ahem, excuse my rustiness on the smut. I haven't written one in a while, Ok?! *hides away from shame* Comments are <3! And for those who were wondering about my scores for final exams: [If you were really curious, go ahead and open it.]I remained to have a B in Chemistry (because it was a C before) Idk about History (I'll tell you guys when I get it) OMGKLASJDAHFOAPSJDKASHFIPAFNK. I GOT AN A FOR PRECAL. AOFAKSFAKSFHAKSHF I still have a B in AP PSYCH and I'm proud of it becuase most people got a lower score than me for the finals. I had 234 (out of 300) while the others had 200-210 or something. I STUDIED FOR IT! I hope I have a good grade on Am Lit. (I'll tell you guys when I find out) I KNOW I ALREADY HAVE AN A FOR COMPUTER GRAPHICS. I DESERVE IT BECAUSE I WORK HARD. Yeah... I know I won't get a 4.0 this semester. Never did since freshman year. But I'll keep it up to 3.5 and up! :D Day 27 | Day 29