ok, so last night I was just laying there and it was like a flood gate and I was like "I NEED TO LIVEJOURNAL THIS STUFF!" no lie. I have so much to rant about that I sort of poured on Lena is an abridged version.
So as you all know I got my heart broke pretty badly VIA text message. yes, TEXT MESSAGE, after being ignored for a week. I pick winners. Just before that, a so called "friend" pushed me over the edge and we're not longer speaking, well he tried but I was a meany to him. He deserves it, trust me.
that's not what I wanted to rant about, I'm kinda over it. Ok, first things first. My school. Piece of crap if you ask me. I get made fun of for going there. Poser comments are made frequently. I've only met a handle of genuine people since I've been there and they are all my friends. so, my school is made up of these certain groups of people. The Elite as they like to call themselves. The kids who think they are the smartest people you will ever meet and consider themselves superior to you, they all sit together and talk about school 24/7. The scene freshmen, my favorite! They are all the same? None of them really look different, at all, some of the sophomores are like this too. I've actually been acknowledged by one of this fascinating creatures as "kelsey dearest from myspace". The jocks who have school spirit flying from their ass. They don't eat at lunch I realized. I look over as I'm buying my not-so-nutrious cookie and I saw a thing of yogurt and very unhappy faces. Hey, I would be too if I some more school spirt to whip up and on an empty stomache? Gosh! I forgot the drama people, they are usually linked with the Elite, usually. The faux artistic prodigies. I love these. They are usually tied in with the scene kids and Elite. Don't get me wrong, there are plenty of people I know that are actually gifted but well, I also know a ton that aren't. "I love photography" is usually the common one, ya know, with digital cameras and usually includes their "chucks" or "pearls" or something of that nature. Oh! and last but not least, the cocky juniors. The annoying juniors that are trying to grow up too fast. I really have nothing much to say but that they annoy me, Idk why! I ALMOST FORGOT! the 209 kids. they always sit together and they usually look pissed over some sort of drama.
Another rant: Friends that already have friends. Sounds confusing but I'll explain. My friend, we'll call her Beth (that sucks), has this seperate group of friends that she only spends time with. I don't me and this girl have spent much time together outside of school. Anyways, when I'm around her she treats me like a best friend but when around them, I'm forgotten. I've honestly had so many experiences where I've been ditched for these people, not just me but other friends as well. Two are my friends are like this, probably more but this is a rant remember? Not much thinking is going on.
Topic 3: FAKE FAKE FAKE! SO MUCH FAKENESS I'M GONNA EXPLODEEEEEE! I swear, talking to these people is like talking to a child! They make up things to impress everyone. This also makes them like everyone else. Don't get me wrong but I try to impress sometimes but not everything I do is to impress everyone. I also speak in coherent sentences always. The grammer in this rant is disgusting. IDC!!!!!! Anyways, college is gonna eat you up, so is the real world.
I got bored of my own rant? oh well, that was from idkkkk, probably 5 months ago. well i'm going to college, gordon in the fall. and not everyone knows yet but no one reads this: i'm moving. yup, the braintree. i hate bridgewater and most of the people in it. i've been stabbed in the back by so many people and i'm annoyed with the rest. i've decided that i'm going to lose weight more slowly than i was trying, i make exercise so awful. i just want to get tan, that's all! but my legs won't tan, it wicked annoying. if you've talked to me, you know all this.
blah blah blah, i'm done for now.