went shopping. again. bought stilletos. again. when i stand these ones up next to my foot the heel comes up past my ankle bone. i've spent my life standing on my tip toes supported only by a skinny little piece of wood/rubber/etc. my feet always hurt. once again, i'm not that smart.

the same night as every night. a little too much beer, a little too much yelling, the shit commercials are made of. it was so stereotypically high school i was a litte embarrassed to be honest with you. i stood in the bleachers at needham high, told some cheerleader they smelled like hotbox, yelled at a player to get bigger shorts, started a couple

when i put my head under the water, all i can hear is my breathing and my heartbeat, and then every few seconds another droplet of water falls and interrupts my thoughts of nothing ( Read more... )

everyone thinks they're the only complicated one. they think everybody else is an open book and everybody elses surface appearance is them, that's all there is to them. the way they act in school. i'm sick of people saying "oh i know _____ really well, i had a class with them freshman year." all you know about them is how they acted in freshman ( Read more... )

i sat in the emergency room surrounded by brightly colored walls and brightly colored fish and two or three hispanic families with children in brightly colored clothing. everybody looked tired and worn out. the room smelled of vomit and apple juice. i just can't win. a toddler with a funny nose spoke a language i couldn't understand. he pulled on ( Read more... )

white abercrombie long sleeved collard
blue ae velour sweats

white pumas
puma bag

diamond set earrings
cross
white watch

via spiga coat

terrance's, hospital

tonight, this vacation, all seems a little distant and a little disappointing. sexandthecitymarathons shoppingsprees nails hair waxing makingout drinking partying drivingaround startingfights sportingevents completeandtotaluselessnesswastedtimewastedbreak doing everything because it feels like i'm supposed to do it, because that's how i'm supposed ( Read more... )

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some people are truly disgusting