It sucks when it seems like your friends are only your friends when it's convenient for them. For example, when THEY need you to help THEM or when THEY need advice or when THEY're bored with other people or when THEY need someone to lean on. But when I need help or I want to do something with them, they seem inaccessible.
Maybe it's just me.

It's nice to see that drugs and alcohol and sex are bringing our young people together. America's future is in the hands of a 19 year-old alcoholic or perhaps someone hooked on blow. It's a real sight to see youth smokin' pot and puking up their family dinner because they were SO wasted. Everyone has a destiny.. maybe someone destined to be our ( Read more... )

I know a guy with real super powers. He makes me feel better.
Oh, and he's cute.

I wish I could feel good about something once again. Right now, I just feel pathetic and useless. People don't like to involve me. Because.. I suck? I don't know what it is. I want some different friends that don't drink or like to get fucked up or act stupid and mean ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like none of my friends are real. Like they're all trying to play some kind of game with me. Or maybe I'm just paranoid.
Another note, I'm a fool. I SWEAR he doesn't like me. Though he has come right out and said that he does.. I think his feelings may have changed.. over night perhaps? I just wish soemthing were real right now.

I have a headache. And I need a shower. I really don't feel like doing anything about either of those things. I'm lazy today and everyday so, no big deal.
Karaoke last night was fun. But now I have no money. Score.

I think you are stupid. I think you have no respect for me which then makes me have no respect for you. I used to like you and we used to get along just fine but you always feel the need to act completely dofferent around different people. Thats shady, which makes you shady. And that is something I don't apperciate. What I also REALLY love is that ( Read more... )

He makes me so happy. I don't know where I would be without him. If he wasn't in my life, I'd like.. explode. He's amazing and funny and sweet and cute. And I'm starting to feel something I haven't felt in a LONG time. I hope nothing happens to take this away from me.

I am who I am because I am.

I feel weird.
I went to the mall today with Ashley. It was amusing. We did absolutely nothing.
Fun.