Welcome Back Live Journal!!!!!!

updates in Andi's Life

1. boys EWW!!!
2. Ryan
3. Horses
4. the start of rodeo season
5. one night my relationship grew like a flower with maddison

The salt in my tears is like acid buring holes in my face

I MISS HER SOOOO BAD!!


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So many things can go so wrong and you just have to think well did god make this train come right now to protect me from it or was it just coming my way ( Read more... )

I am sad right now and i dont know why
maybe its cause i like attention and friends and feels like i have none and dont get any attention

 FIRSTS:
First job: Taking care of Horses
First screen name: Vilulajane
First funeral: Grandfather
First piercing/ tattoo: none still don’t have any ; [
First true love: Well Ryan I guess
First big trip: Across the country in my dads car

LASTS:
Last big car ride: to Palm Springs with Maddison
Last library book checked out: no idea what so ever
Last movie ( Read more... )

So the year has gone by and i dont know how it was so fast!

Things that have gone down this year (not in order of event)

• Maddison
• Random pictures
• Broke it offically off with Ryan
• Home coming
• Horses

 xshefeelsnothing [10:17 PM]:  i love you
xshefeelsnothing [10:17 PM]:  i wouldnt want to ever do anything that would hurt you
GogetthemSassy [10:17 PM]:  I LOVE YOU TO MADDISON!!!
xshefeelsnothing [10:17 PM]:  or bug you
xshefeelsnothing [10:17 PM]:  aww garsh

aww the best!!! live journal entry in such a long time

on a good note I have this boy in ( Read more... )

I just I don't understand any more! I guess I don't get why I am still here or why life is like this for me! how can anyone say I love you when I don't think any one does! How can any one promise me anything when it never happens I hate being Andi Pickett can I die and come back someone else? someone that people can actually love and keep promises ( Read more... )

Another shitty day to add to the LIFE OF ANDI!
another symptom to add
another illness
another fight
another stupid fuckin loser guy
another 10 pounds
another day of being ugly