ohoh...FIRST ENTRY
life..
how is life?
school actually isnt bad. ive made new friends. my old friends pretty much hate me though. i guess ive "changed"??? fuck them. ive barely changed...they're just mad cuz i dont wear the same clothes as them. and i dont listen to the same music as them. and my hair and makeup is different. and because ive made friends that are better then those bitches. shit happens.
so my birthday is on sunday. i will be 15! yes! score. i am having a birthday party on saturday and thats why a lot of people are mad at me. because i guess ive been friends with them longer than the people i invited...well sorry whorefaces but these people are better than you and are nicer so fuck off.
WOOHOO CIRCA SURVIVE!
i think im sick. ive been so close to chuffing for the past two days. i met a boy named christian today. he's very very odd. he has long blond curly hair. he does drugs and its obvious. hes very odd. i asked if i could straighten his hair...he didnt answer.
so i pretty much love my friends. and its kamis birthday and i wish she was here cuz i love her so fucking much...shes the best friend absolutely anyone could ever ask for. so if she doesnt have a good birthday i think i will just..die. and mine will be ruined...and i already have to work on my birthday.
i hate health. we talked about eating disorders today. it made me feel fat. i want to be bulimic. im too scared. baby? whatev.
niko wasnt at school today i was all like damn. i pretty much deleted all my myspace pictures. there are two left. at 6 me and spencer are going to CVS so i can print some pictures. BTD concert = just over a month away. i am excited to see them again and KEITH.
i will be leaving now. i hope you read this and i hope u comment. <3
how is life?
school actually isnt bad. ive made new friends. my old friends pretty much hate me though. i guess ive "changed"??? fuck them. ive barely changed...they're just mad cuz i dont wear the same clothes as them. and i dont listen to the same music as them. and my hair and makeup is different. and because ive made friends that are better then those bitches. shit happens.
so my birthday is on sunday. i will be 15! yes! score. i am having a birthday party on saturday and thats why a lot of people are mad at me. because i guess ive been friends with them longer than the people i invited...well sorry whorefaces but these people are better than you and are nicer so fuck off.
WOOHOO CIRCA SURVIVE!
i think im sick. ive been so close to chuffing for the past two days. i met a boy named christian today. he's very very odd. he has long blond curly hair. he does drugs and its obvious. hes very odd. i asked if i could straighten his hair...he didnt answer.
so i pretty much love my friends. and its kamis birthday and i wish she was here cuz i love her so fucking much...shes the best friend absolutely anyone could ever ask for. so if she doesnt have a good birthday i think i will just..die. and mine will be ruined...and i already have to work on my birthday.
i hate health. we talked about eating disorders today. it made me feel fat. i want to be bulimic. im too scared. baby? whatev.
niko wasnt at school today i was all like damn. i pretty much deleted all my myspace pictures. there are two left. at 6 me and spencer are going to CVS so i can print some pictures. BTD concert = just over a month away. i am excited to see them again and KEITH.
i will be leaving now. i hope you read this and i hope u comment. <3