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Jul 13, 2009 20:36

I've recently decided that I will keep a lot more things to myself. I'm not obligated to tell anyone anything, really. I've realized that I can get riled up about things that won't matter after I take a ride on my bike and decide to forget about it. I've gotten through a lot of things on my own in the last 6 months, OWI, jail, breakdowns, breakups ( Read more... )

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grungerocker83 July 14 2009, 01:32:47 UTC

you can tell me stuff.
i definitely understand the owi thing, obviously.
i miss you little collin, the brave.

ohohbopbop July 14 2009, 18:54:47 UTC

I miss you. Come back to GR. Although The Drink is no more. We'll have to run into each other somewhere else.

anonymous July 14 2009, 04:45:56 UTC

You can definitely decide what to tell people. Just don't be too extreme, it can be isolating. I'm just getting better at telling people stuff, myself. I might say too much and make myself vulnerable to some degree, but its better than the alternative. Sometimes just having someone to listen makes a world of difference. I guess I'm just saying a balance is necessary.

Oh yes, and please feel free to tell me whatever you want.

P.S. That video makes me miss Michigan.

lindali July 14 2009, 04:47:16 UTC

That was me, if you couldn't tell.

ohohbopbop July 14 2009, 18:54:12 UTC

Ha, I thought it was.

I just feel like I have too much going on in my head. I don't know what I mean half the time and when I talk to people I go around in circles and ultimately start crying and stop talking. I'd rather lose my shit alone (or in front of Sean's cat, as I did the other morning) and figure it out that way. I just have to depend on myself more. It's almost funny though, for someone who was as outwardly emotional and drunk as me to clam up and be terrified to expel even the simplest of things. I guess more terrified that it won't matter or change or be better. Because it never did or was. But it's not something that I can just switch back on. Trusting isn't something I'm good at anymore.

That video makes me miss the UP. That stage was awfully fun to play on too. Shows up there were always my favorite of the year. Minus the obvious.

eddie_ohare July 14 2009, 19:58:12 UTC

gretta was quite confused that morning.

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kjeder July 16 2009, 02:30:25 UTC

You are way awesome. I forgot about this show/video/omg.

ohohbopbop July 16 2009, 17:42:16 UTC

Seriously. So good. That was a fun place to play in too.

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