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i have bronchitis?

i'm so sick of some people and the games they play. it pisses me off that my friend can tell me he wants me to be happy, and once i finally am he throws it in my face. i hate people who lie for absolutely no reason. i'm tired of how fickle some people can be and even more so, how everyone else is just supposed to deal with it. god damn, why do ( Read more... )

how come some people get so happy when they're drunk? i mean, i do, but it only lasts so long until i'm down on my knees saying oh god please help me. i hate every fucking thing about this place and i hope you wake up just as miserable as i am right now.

fuck you.

I LOVE YOU AND THERE ISN'T ANYTHING I WOULDN'T DO TO MAKE YOU HAPPY! you light up my face when you walk into the room.

have you ever done something and not understood why? and would you rather do something you regret or regret not having done something?

louie's gone. i feel numb. no one knows when he'll be back or what's going to happen. we're all just sitting and waiting here, wishing we could be there with him. every corner i turn, there's a reminder of him. i want nothing more than to be able to get him out of this and i can't. i feel so helpless. there's nothing i can do for him, no way to fix ( Read more... )

explain to me how someone can go from saying ( Read more... )

ahh last night was insanely unexpected, but so great.

i'm sad and depressed and i know exactly why, but i just have to keep truckin'.....