So I decided since I haven't updated in awhile, it was time I did. Not a lot has gone on w/ me. I'm still at my mom's house, and will be until either Fri or Sat. That'll be a month total of being away. I miss my home, but it's been really nice spending time with my mom and sisters. My mom and I are going to the mall sometime this week, I'm guessing Wed or Thurs. I'm gonna get myself a hott new outfit for fall :0) Man I can't wait till I'm back! I miss my dad, and my puppy...I was scared that he would've forgotten me by now, but everyone I talked to said he won't. Which is good. Oh..and of course I miss my Jonathon! I'm soooo excited that I'll be seeing him in less then a week, he's coming over either Sun. or Mon. He bought a car, I dunno if he'll be driving it to my house though, cause the first day he had it he got a ticket cause the inspection sticker was expired. He's gonna get it dismissed though cause he went back to the guy he bought it from (which is either a friend...or a friend of a friend) and got proof that he had just bought it that day. So whether he drives it to my house or not depends on if he was able to get the inspection stickers and insurance. I swear even if he has to do the whole bus/walking routine when he gets to my house I'm gonna jump on him, even if he's all stinky and sweaty LOL. Cause...frankly my dear I don't give a damn :0) I'm bring him presents...this box of those travel sized colgones...it comes w/ lucky, mambo, bora bora, and spark. Then there's another box set of spark..it comes w/ the full sized bottle, then I think lotion and body wash. They all smell very yummy..I think I may have to tell him he can only wear them around me LOL. Oh..and I'm making him a present. It's a book of songs that remind me of either him or our relationship, then the reason why for each song. To make it even more special there's one for each week that we've been together. All I have left to do is the reasons, the cover, and then I'm gonna write a note/letter talking about why there's the number of songs there is, and how I know we'll have millions of other weeks together. I was even thinking it could become a tradition for us...ya know I did 5 months...I'll do one more, then Jonathon can do the other 6 months. So we'll have a years worth of songs. Then maybe the next year we can make a book of something else, like a poem for each week. Then the year after that...pictures. I can't wait to give everything to him. Especially the book. I've told him about the cologne, and that I've made him something...but I wouldn't give any clues. Even though I miss Jonathon sooooo freakin' much I think this has been good for our relationship, that it has made it stronger. Since when I get back we'll have that feeling like we just met all over again. Plus for me to be away for a month, and us only getting the chance to talk at most 3 times a week....the fact that we both still feel as strongly about each other as we do is great. With my exe's if I didn't see or talk to them for long periods of time I didn't care. With Jonathon I hate it when we don't talk for more than two days at a time. Especially since I'm used to seeing him 3 days a week, and talking to him every night. I feel like I fall in love with Jonathon every day, and each time is stronger then the last. Man.....now that I've talked about him I can't stop smiling! :0)