here it is

[ohsoeso]

i really don't know what to do. i had a really good night last night, i went out without christopher. i never go out any more and it felt really nice to be around people that like me. anyway, thats not really part of my story. i got in another fight this morning, i said some really fucked up things and so did he. i feel like an asshole, but i

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[anonymous]

I don't get it. You're still bound to face what you hate in the times that you're alone. Why? Why accept such negative adjectives and reject any ounce of goodness about you?.... I know why. Because it's easier just to give in. Right?...
Of all the things you said, I don't agree that you're fat or bitchy but I have to agree on the part that you are lazy. Not in a sluggish sense but in the sense that your dignity is dormant and your desire to love yourself in spite of everything is lost in a tangle of cliches and disillusions. You're not fat, you're smart, you're caring, you have a great heart, you may be a bit whiny but you mean well and you're definitely a great person to have around. You are loveable. I know it's a hard thing to swallow or even believe but remember this: You don't know yourself as much as you think you do. Seek unconditional love.

[ekwa]

personally, i just have to agree with the "fat and lazy part". ; )

[ohsoeso]

fuck off christopher