I deferred my uni course this afternoon. After my bizarre first week back I realised deferring would be the best thing to do so I can pursue all sorts of other things that interest me and I can keep studying, too, just in my own way ( Read more... )

I am falling in love. left and right and every other place. because as usual my head is rushing winter and thinking it's nearly springtime and wanting to sniff daisies and hold hands and ride bikes right on into the twilight and so i just fall in love over and over. needless to say, i am still alone ( Read more... )

when i hand this fucking terrible, weak essay in tomorrow.....i may just be the happiest little girl in the world! because my semester of poopy pooped up poop will then be over ( Read more... )

I have all this stuff due for uni and NO idea how or when I'm going to get it all done ( Read more... )

I need to move out of home.
I need to write the songs collecting in my head.

I need to move
I need to write

just so everyone knows, my mobile is completely ruinated, so if you're sending me messages...i can't get them at all! my phone has been sent away for fixing. if anyone has a spare to use in the meantime, let me know please. or else i'll just be lost and/or calling people randomly from public phones or the house phone ( Read more... )

he makes me want to cut myself into ribbons and throw myself out of the window. it's only a one-level house, i wouldn't fly through the air, so there would be no point. and besides i think i want to be a little more than ribbons ( Read more... )

my tendencies/pass times for when i'm frustrated/bewildered ( Read more... )

i just don't know what to do with myself.

i wish more people were like holden caulfield.

this week has been a month! so much, all at once. been thinking about so much. it seems that these days all i do is think. i'm more introspective than ever. but i'm also a lot calmer than ever, in some ways. i think my writing has been suffering lately because of all the thinking. i'm here, but only just. i'm figuring things out so much that, in ( Read more... )