good news! barry is coming over soon! and i think i got a job. i've been trying to get a job at First Steps, a daycare where my sister works, forever and yesterday her boss kathy told her to have me call her so i did today. she told me to go in tomorrow so that i can see each room and so she can talk to me about how things go on there. i've been ( Read more... )

aww i love him so much. he just called and was like 'hey i'm at aaron's, but i just wanted to call to say i love you okay goodnight.' he surprises me with sweet little things that mean so much. he doesn't do cute little things like this often so when he does it makes it all that more sweeter. he's the greatest even though he can make me so mad at ( Read more... )

( watch too many movies? let's see. ♥ )

ya so i finally got to see barry today. i went over to his house. we watched the movie Dream Catcher, ya it sucked. i thought it was supposed to be scary, but it was just stupid. i hate movies with fake things like fake monsters or animals, whatever the fuck you want to call those creatures. are those things supposed to scare me or something? ( Read more... )

wow barry can be a TOTAL ass sometimes! there are these times that he makes me so mad! tonight was definitely one of them. sometimes i wish things were completely different. ♥

i really need a job. i need to do something with my life. every day i just sit at home doing jack shit. as relaxing as that is it gets more and more boring as each day passes. i need to get a job. i hate always asking my mom for money. i'm really starting to piss my self off. i need to be making money now. i am able to get my license in less than a ( Read more... )

i miss my barry so much =( ... he comes back tomorrow, but very late so i won't be able to see him until monday. today i let mel high light my hair. okay so now it's basically all blonde. okay not really, but close enough. she said i looked like a straight up cali chick today because of my hair and what i was wearing. i always wanted to be a cali ( Read more... )

sadd sad news. okay so i was going to go to Vermont this weekend with Barry and his wholeeee family, but they've decided to take Winston, their big ol' rottweiler. so that means i can't go because Winston takes my spot in the car. haha it's pretty funny, but it does suck because i wanted to go with him. i also have very very very good news!! okay ( Read more... )

sarena came over yesterday and put blonde high lights in my hair. they kind of blend in with my hair so you can barely tell, but my sister wants to do it on me so i'm going to let her on saturday. if we left it in longer it would have came out more noticeable. oh well i still like it. i also need a hair cut so maybe i'll do that on saturday too. so ( Read more... )

wow my sister was being a really big cunt today. okay so Sarena said she was going to do my hair today when she came over, but nooo because my sister didn't want me to get it done today she freaks out on me and says "i wanna go to the mall now" and Sarena was going with them so that meant she obviously couldn't do my hair. then she was like "why ( Read more... )