I'mlosingit

[ohsostrange13]

I wonder at what point I will realize that I am and will be okay.
I need this so much...but I don't want it.
Next week is totally going to be a reality check.
I need to laugh more...these tears are bullshit.
It doesn't matter anymore.

Comments

[cougarjones]

The future, near future, far future, whatever, is going to be different. Not bad, different, good different. You are so strong and capable of becoming who you want to be, and the path you are taking IS the right one. Once your settled in you will have a moment to yourself and you will think, "what was I so afraid about? I would have regretted it if I didn't come here". Its like the band room said (lol) "Whether you think you can or you can't, you are correct". So no matter what, as long as you believe in yourself, you will be wonderful. I believe in you, I love you.

[tniaplemartini]

you'll be fine little lady! whenever i'm facing a problem, i give myself a little time to cry my tears and voice my frustration, and then i take into account the fact that everything around me is soooo big!! The universe is HUGE, and somehow i was afforded the chance to live a few years on some teenytiney little planet out in the middle of no where... live it up honey, life is so precious! Whether it's a fluke or not, here we are. take your years and live them. learn from them. accept the hardships with grace and never pass up an opportunity to smile. you have people who love you and always will, and as long as you have that, you have nothing to lose.