i was thinking today that i dont wanna live to an old age. i see old people they all look so unhappy. i dont want that i think i wanna die around 30. and i was thinking how i wanna die. i want to die in a puddle of blood from knife wounds ive decided. whether they were self inflicted or from another i havnt decided yet. whatever im over it

so reid just left and we watched kill bill. i like that movie. it seemed excruciatingly long when i watched it at vinces but it went by too fast tonight. blood excites me. theres two scenes in that movie i really love. when that evil girl dies with spiked board in her head, she bleeds from her eyes. muurr and then when the white girl cuts of lucy ( Read more... )

so far this summer is blowing big time. its gonna be like last summer. last summer sucked and i have a feeling this one is too. i really want to have a good summer for once. meh. someone help me and actually hang out with me and we can have a good time and i have can have a good summer.

my heart hurts and i dont know why. i want to stab it.

Walk around the room with a glaze in your stare.
In your tuxedo suit.
I will give it a name.
Lower your defenses.
Lower your casket.
Open the door and open your grave.
Murder.
Now you’re doing the waltz with your murderer.
Mediocrity is the killer.
You find yourself helpless.
Christ is not a fashoin, fleeting away.
He laid emeralds in her eyes,
But ( Read more... )

so yea had band practice today that was sick. since sean left we have to find a new guitarist and a new singer so we auditioned some people today that went well. you'll know whos in at our next show july 8th at epicentre everyone go just warning you a month in advance but yea ok cool

JUST TO LET YOU ALL KNOW I HATE DASHBOARD. THEY SUCK. and i dont really like livejournal either. but since im a loser i stiiillll have one. i would like to thank emily for the new look and also a man named derrik for the hottest background ever. though he doesnt know who i am i still stalk him on the internet. anyways yea ok so finals suck soo does ( Read more... )

 
Things that are hot…

from first to last

Juice it up

Swimming

Sweaty girls at concerts

Annie

The color pink

My body

Letters anna and annie write in bio

Me when I eat pizza

My green polka dot belt

My non-seven jeans

Emo cheerleaders

Pink and blue bands on braces

All black fingernails and one pink

Sharks and minnows

No panties

Olive juice

Girl ( Read more... )

howdy folks. i dont know this is silly. i think you all that read and sign this thing should just ask me random questions to pass the time

saturday morning friday was ok kinda dull played at the beach drove to the highlands oh boy and yea ok laamee and i dunno everyone stop by my work today in the albertsons shopping center juice it up ill make a smoothie if your cool