oh god.

[ohthe_placesigo]

i feel dumb.

i don't really like the feeling right now.
earlier today i felt on top of the world.
and now i feel like i could cry.

i just feel so useless and nonentertaining or noninteresting
to my friends.

i'm trying to tell myself over and over
"just get through this week."
i'm gonna see my sister this weekend.
sleep over at her dorm on Saturday into

Comments

[outof_nowhere]

why do you think you feel uninteresting and dumb to your friends? did they actually tell you that or are you assuming? 'cause sometimes when people assume they could be exaggerating some bit before they step back and look at the big picture. you "could" talk to them, though i don't know them so i guess i wouldn't recommend it. just don't let you're friends affect you because you don't deserve it.

having said that, i can probably relate to you haha. yeah. i'm "hungry" to meet new people right now for my friends are just not special as they once were for many many reasons. and it's all because of changes and in many ways that's a good thing. it gives us oppertunities to venture and meet new people.

gosh i hope i had a point somewhere above. lol. in any event, i think it's cool that you are going to see your brother and sister. if it's one thing that won't change, it's family.

take care!!!