On my way to kidnap you, I got stuck behind an elderly woman going a painful twenty miles per hour. It was during this, somewhat dreadful, time that I realize I hadn’t told you that I was taking you away. I realized that I had just assumed you had somehow been informed of our little trip. I thought about it until the elderly woman finally turned ( Read more... )

every day i look out of my window expecting to see alaska ( Read more... )

lately i've been making a strong effort to shut the fuck up.

today was amazing:
- got my cosmetology license in the mail
- got a $100 bonus on my next check for being one of the 2 best employees at my job
- applied for a job as a hair stylist, and heard back immediately that they want an interview
- jogged 2 miles (which isn't really an amazing ( Read more... )

i love how the austinchronicle.com's classified ads make you feel like you're living in a game of the sims ( Read more... )

I found today that I have no remorse for men on bicycles that are selling popsicles. Today I remembered that wrath is one of the seven deadly sins. I also remembered to look both ways before I crossed the street. As children we’re taught morals and rules to keep us fair and alive. But at some point in everyone’s life four-square becomes foreplay ( Read more... )

i don't know if you've ever thought that "this mass of flesh and bones is just a vessel for yr mind", but that's been slowly becoming more and more true for me. also becoming more believable to me is the theory that if you can't see or feel something, it doesn't exist. lately my sense of reality has become mainly reliant on things that are tangible ( Read more... )

i'm so depressed and supressed into myself that i'm not quite sure how i'm alive right now. i feel so weak and dissipated, but when i look down, there's still too much of me. somehow i'm starting,yet failing to implode. just so you know, anyone could die or disappear at any time, so make sure everything's always said and done. just so you know, i' ( Read more... )

i've got some matches, and just so you know, i'm burning away anything that makes me human. i'm tortured and embarassed by the things people do to prove their undying love. i hate that someone's supposed "undying love" is what has made me human at all. all those things i and everyone else have done, and all those things that have caused them are ( Read more... )

just so you know, it's back and i can't get rid of it ( Read more... )

all of this watching movies to learn how to act like a girl "should", and all of this reading to remember how to write really isn't paying off. every night i still go to sleep next to the ghost of someone that's still alive. what i say or do only matters for 20 minutes a week.