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[ohxholyxfools]

I haven't written in this journal in over a year. I need to start writing again. Everything is falling apart. I am always so fucking sad. I am so fucking depressed and noone cares or understands. I am pregnant and robby wants nothing to do with me or the baby. I have lost all of my friends. But they weren't really friends to begin with i

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[kittywiskers]

Long time no see! I'm sorry things are going so rough for you, hun. *hugs* You're not a loser. This sort of thing happens to a lot of young ladies. And I'm really glad your holding off of alcohol and drugs for the baby's sake. That's a very strong thing to do.

Alaina Darling...It's Sarah

[lostxxidentity]

Chance and Fate. Someday, when the time is right. We should go together to get tattoos that say "This too shall pass." I think it would be beautiful.

hey its tracey

[miami_princess]

Hey Alaina. I'm guessing right now you could be a little better. I'm very sorry to hear all the things that's goin on with you. I never knew you were prego! If there is anything I can do please let me know. I want to be there for you for whatever you need. And as for guys. Don't worry about that I am so stressed out about that as well it's no longer even enjoyable. I am begining to hate them all together. Because this new guy i'm "trying" to get to know is turning out to be a complete asshole. I think he's probley screwin more then 1 person.... It's really depressing. Because it's like everytime you try and either befriend a guy or try to love them it ALWAYS backfires. I am becoming so depressed because I don't have a real boyfriend. I just really wanted to break down and cry this morning cause we started arguing. Plus all the stuff that has happened to my house with the fire. It's really dark in the house and depressing. I don't feel like continuing with anything. I'm jobless and broke and no boyfriend!!!