:; In the end she was already gone...

[ohyoursocool]

:; but you were a lie too...I'm laying in bed wishing I had the energy to wake earlier. I used to get out of bed around 7:30-8am. Now? Past 9am everyday. When I work I wake at 6am but cannot do that on off days. I am always so exhausted. My depression meds aren't really doing anything for me anymore... I hardly want to write or workout. I have

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[matt1993]

I'm sorry to hear this :( I struggle with my sleep schedule too. I keep alternating between having a good sleep schedule and a bad one, because I keep wanting to stay up later and get up later every day... and even when I'm on a good sleep schedule and able to get up early in the morning, it's still difficult for me to get to work early. I'm lucky my company has flexible hours and I can come in at whatever time as long as I get 40 hours in per week, because I haven't managed to get to work before 9 AM even once lately except for one occasion when there was something scheduled for 8 AM or so that I didn't want to miss.

[ohyoursocool]

Yes, it's so we hard. I've had issues with sleep since I was a teenager. It's really difficult to get a full night's sleep. I worked at a job for 4 years where I woke up at 4:20 a.m five times a week but never got used to it. I work three days a week now (12hr shifts) so I wake at 6am but dang that's hard to. I hope someday I can get back to waking at 8am at least!! Gosh it's hard haha