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[oinopos]

This has been the worst experience of my life, by virtue of the fact that the best experience of my life was embedded within it and has now been proven false.

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[willnotwait]

You were... very good to my Mother.

I'm sorry for your loss.

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[pennywaits]

We...we still have the memories. If nothing else, at least we can still remember what happiness feels like. I have often felt like I had forgotten what it felt like. I was sure I had forgotten how to offer a genuine smile. I take comfort in the fact the knowledge that both are still possible.

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[oinopos]

It is so hard to think that we have lost our children and yet accept that they never existed. I am so sorry, Penelope.

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[pennywaits]

That's what hurts the most. It's a pain I can't even begin to describe. But they existed. I can't have memories of them otherwise. I can't remember giving birth to them. I can't remember rocking them to sleep. If they didn't exist the memories would not exist.

Don't be sorry. You lost them, too.

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[oinopos]

I wish we even had a single photograph of them. I'm scared that I'll forget them entirely and they deserve to be remembered.

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[sonofaeson]

I think children suited you.

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[oinopos]

They were a gift I had thought impossible. Perhaps I should have known better. I never imagined I would be a father.

How are you, Jason?

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[sonofaeson]

You can always take this as an opportunity to change that now.

I'm a bit shocked that I married Amphitrite. Clearly my future self has a death wish.

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[oinopos]

I suppose that is the optimist's way of looking at it.

Your future self has taste but, yes, a definite desire to die horribly.

[hittingground]

This is a bad idea.

I-

...Are you alright?