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whatwereyouthinkingsyuichirou
ican'tbelieveiactuallydidthat and ohgodhemusthatemesomuchnow
nevermindthefactthatiactuallygotdrunksoicouldn't - butishouldn'thaveanditneverwassupposed to happen
But... he felt warm and it was nice.
So why does it feel so wrong?
Why do I still feel like I'm obliged to Eiji? ... I'm single now, aren't I?
But it was Tezuka, and I...
I can't... I can't seem to forget. Anything.
I can't face... either of them. Not now.
What do I do?