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(I...
I don't think that I'm...
I mean, I guess I could be...
But. But.
I shouldn't be.
I can't. But I could.
And to make it worse, I don't think I want to forget.
I'm not... sure.)
I've been off spending Christmas with family, since we won't be able to see them come New Years, so I've been either out celebrating or staying at home a lot lately. I don't think I've ever spent so much time at home or away from my friends and team mates before. Guess it's like a bit of a break, though I'd like to see everyone again. I never knew there were so many things to do to keep a house orderly. Maa, I respect Kaasan a lot more for her work! Gigi's (...) also surprisingly good company.
Belated Happy Birthday to Echizen! And Merry Christmas too!! Early New Years as well if I happen not to be here on the date of the new year.
(Unattainable.)