... Um.
(I think... people are a bit confused...
I left Eiji most of the chocolates that were for 'us' though, since he has such a big family and like sweets more than I do. I hope I didn't leave so much that he wasn't able to bring it all home...
Even then, there was still a big pile left just for me...)
Ano, it's really really embarrassing! I... didn't know that... fanclub was still around. How come I never hear about them until days like this? Ayako seems to be happy with the chocolates though. I don't know how I'm going to finish it all... And I feel really bad since I don't remember everyone who gave me something, or what they look like, or their names! I thanked everyone though, which is one positive thing! Ah, I think. I'm really really sorry to those I didn't thank!
They're all lovely chocolates, really. ... And I guess I was never planning on using that corner of my room for anything anyways. (I think the pile is going to fall again.)
I am truly grateful for everything though, so really, I hope the best for everyone who gave me something! I was really touched, and... wow. I think I got a lot more than I did last year. I don't know... Well, wow. It's an honour!
( Though some people said really... explicit things. (I threw most of those sorts of gifts away... Not that I'm not happy they gave me something! Just... Uhm. I'd get into a lot of trouble. A lot of trouble. And... Just -- Well, I don't really want them...)
... I wonder if it was the same for Eiji?
I really need to talk to him soon.)
Happy Belated Valentine's Day, everyone!
(... I also think
I got myself into something I didn't think I would get so far into.
Osakada-san is a nice man and I'm sure Tomoka is equally a very nice girl but I really don't think I... wanttomarryher. Oranyone. Notatthisage!
I don't even really know her!
... Maybe I should stop being so, polite, or something. (But... that's mean!))