todays, yesterday

[ojayden]

So todays sucked everything sucks, moneys tight,  figured out on the way home its cause I lost my good job cause of my sleep crap, so we have like 500 dollars a month, LESS, im upset and everyone else is doing great. its fucking depressing. cant i just sit and fucking be depressed, its like the T shirt says, "shit  your going to try to cheer me up

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True true,

[ojayden]

So yeah im better today i know i have nothign to bitch about i just seem like i have passed up sooo much being the good little member of society, Partying, Random sex,, etc you know the important things,
To get ahead in life so to speak,, and all for not it seems, well cool pic tambra updating my myspace so check taht out, Peace out homes!

Re: had to shorten this a bit. damn.

[ojayden]

I was using those things as an examples of having fun, right now i want to escape from having to watch everysingle dollar, and escape from feeling like, unwanted, cant talk too much about it now, and i dont want to sound whiny or like i dont think its great to be with tambra, or depress other people,, you know? I dont see those things as escapes, I guess i didnt mean like random with random people i mean random like adventersome, and partying like having fun,, you know? I constantly realize that i have nothing to grip about and there are others worse off then me that are content, i guess im just screwed up or selfish or something.
hope this helps explain what i meant,
J.

[aikou_bakudan]

Let me just say life is too short. You should have fun, money seems to be an issue with many of us. Having money is important to pay bills and such but you shouldn't let it run your life or get you down. As far as feeling unwanted let me tell you Tambra loves you so much. You know we're always here for you if you need us you are family to us and we love you.