not even sacrificing myself to the gods of feminine presentation could save my presentation. it was by far the worst public piece i have ever done. i just forgot what i was going to say and it stayed that way..this was even worse than me getting hives during that 11th grade english performance of gone with the wind ( Read more... )

dare i even try to open up this post with avril lavigne lyrics? eww. someone please write just as catchy a song about making things complicated and or send such a song to me. quick like. please ( Read more... )

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i. tired of not being able to communicate.
ii. tired of not being able to be myself due to lack of ability to communicate.
iii. madame homo's granddaughter has a really cute bunny. and i wanted to pet the bunny. but i couldnt even ask.

god. i know how. but im paralyzed by my fear of being wrong. i cant. just get ( Read more... )

in reflection, you waste too much time with that, you are much better in action. in action you do things that are pretty good.

-rms prof brigitte

well, wheres the sport in that???

and generally, still sad about the future.

maybe ill stop thinking and just do. though the idea seems a bit unlike me.

You ask whether your verses are any good. You ask me. You have asked others before this. You send them to magazines. You compare them with other poems, and you are upset when certain editors reject your work. Now (since you have said you want my advice) I beg you to stop doing that sort of thing. You are looking outside, and that is what you should ( Read more... )

i am going to co-direct the vagina monologues with mary-nevin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yay.

im so excited to be working with her, working on the project, trying something new..director. SWEET

------time. youll just have to chill.

SO how much do i love looking online for all the future wonderful tihngs I am going to do! SOOOO mUCH.

cept it sucks because there is this nagging voice in my head that says, you'll never do any of this. itll be like always.you always make great plans, have great ideas, but you never see it through.

ahh. Shut up, self-doubt. Ill punch in the throat.

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i really gotta learn how to space these things out.

I turned in something. Its a sad sad sad thing. But its something.

And Im going to shower and then sleep.

WOOF. take care everybody to the limit.

i know i shouldnt complain. this is my own doing. as i always do.

but its 530 almost.

the paper has shrunk? Somehow I dont know.

and its 5:30.

mmmmmmmm. i told myself i wouldnt sleep until i finished this..but but....oh mrow.

no ill stay up. but i have so much to do. left.

stupid lazy iguana.

RAWR. the feminists better appreciate this.

thanks to the miracle of research methods styling of papers..where you divide sections with page breaks that ride up like support calvalry during a hard battle (sort of like that moment 5 hours into whatever lord of rings movie it was..with the white wizard and the sun on the hill-whatever)...anyway ( Read more... )