when i wake up in the morning and the 'larm gives out a warning i don't think i'll ever make it on time.

in my dreams i'm dying all the time.
as i wake it's kaleidoscopic mind.
i never meant to hurt you. i never meant to lie.
so this is goodbye.
this is goodbye.

tell the truth you never wanted me. tell me.
in my dreams i'm jealous all the time.
when i wake i'm going out of my mind.

well today was just an okay day. it didn't feel any different, nothing special happened. what i wanted to happen (but knew it wouldn't happen) didn't happen and i'm alright with that. becky and tiffany tried to secretly hook me up with the guy i like but he wasn't there, thank god. because i don't even know what i want anymore. when i found out ( Read more... )

i had a nice night.
i'm tired.

wishing you were somehow here again, knowing we must say goooooooodbye.

I'M JUST TOO GOOD FOR YOU