i feel like i fucked up

and i cant do anything about it

<3

like nothing has happened these past 2 weeks really.but mads went to minnesota<3 and i miss her.haha shes sending me a letter, im real excited to get it.i love that girl.yesterday lucas ryan and sean came and got me.we spent forev trying to figure out whos house we could go to.so then we just ended up riding around then going to lucas's.thennn ( Read more... )

LAGUNA BEACH IS BACK!i was soo excited to watch it.nothing really has been going on.livi came to to buffalo!i like being with her but she just asks pointless/stupid questions that annoy me.oh yeah mads, kels, nick and jeff came back from their vaca.

eh this summer is kinda bad so far.its been really boring.yeah i found out the other day from quinn that madeline was going with kelsey to sherkston.im kinda upset because yeah i know ive gone with her for 2 years already but i dont know.kels didnt even like tell me.i found out from quinn.oh well i absolutely LOVE going to sherkston with the canz's ( Read more... )

i know its like a week later, but i just wanted to let kels jules mads that i love them soo much and im sorry for everything.this is mostly directed at julie, i didnt mean anything that i said.i always say things out of anger when i get in fights and i dont mean anything that i said at all.i love you so much and i dont ever want you being mad at me ( Read more... )

ok yesterday was the most ridiculous day ever.i hated it ( Read more... )

auds grad party was fun.hahahhahaah maddy had all these tattoos and was showing my aunts and uncles and her bottoms kinda came down and she was all hairy.hahahaa it was seriously the funniest thing.we were laughing for the longest time.my uncle goes "i feel like a dirty old man" haha.ok 4th of july was okay i guess.me kels jeff doug and sean went ( Read more... )

summer is soo boring so far
we went to jeffs the other night and had a bonfire.it was funn.then last night we went to the movies and
saw HERBIEEE.haha.it was an okay movie.tomorrows auds graduation party and i really dont want to go.
oh well i have to.leave a comment<3

class night was AMAZINGGGG.it was sooosososoooo much fun!!the dance part was soo short though...i wish it went till later but whatev.the after party at lukes was soo boring and stupid.we should have went to grants or something.it would have been better then lukes.all we did was sit aroumd while people went swimming and threw water balloons.midnight ( Read more... )

wooow last night was pretty drama-filled.people are sooo fucking stupid.it pisses me off how rude people can be.its ridiculous.i hate it.but other than the drama last night was funnnn.after school me stacy quinn and meliss went to stacys and swam.then we sat outside for a while in the front of her house n talked.thennn we got picked up by mr. c and ( Read more... )