welll.... here i am again... i really couldn't sleep... i guess i should of learned my lesson about pain killers after 7 PM. but god i just feel like i am going to overflow. i just am so in love with samantha, and she makes me so happy... god i don't evenn remeber what made me so thoughtfull i had to get... oh yeah. i love sam... but anyways... i ( Read more... )

ok wow. i haven't been this happy in a real long time (ok maybe not.... but i'm real fucking happy). ok i have been upset lately. i dunno why. just bitching at everyone and i duno. i have also missed samantha a lot. i called her tonight and we talked about everything... EVERYTHING... hehehe even the thing i was scared to talk about and was making ( Read more... )

it's the 23rd... 3 whole months ( Read more... )

wow i was just looking through my drawer for my sibs adress list... i am so pissed i lost it... and stumbled across my bags of memories from the past few years at camp.... i found a poem danielle wrote me last year when i wasn't having a very good time about midway through. i spent the night in the inn for like the second night. and wrote katie a ( Read more... )

godamn i haven't written in here for quite a long ass time. hmmm i guess like a month right ( Read more... )

more sinfest poetry ( Read more... )

hmmm i hate thanksgiving... always have. why? well why the hell not? i hate turkey, i hate family, i am just in a hatefull mood. i am just having a bad night, like first i was thinking about how flipper is gonna bring down samantha on saturday, and i just got to thinking about the friendship of ours. then i thought about how nice she is for doing ( Read more... )

uwahahahahahahahhahaha

FUCK THE 49ers

in case of emergency.... look above.

go raiders.

bored... kinda talking to samantha... i just am so frustrated because she like doesn't talk to me... i'm bored.

Jack and Jill went up the hill ( Read more... )

"WASH AWAY US ALL.... TAKE US WITH THE FLOODS ( Read more... )