wow

sometimes things are really hard

damn english paper
finish god dammit
finish

events of the night ( Read more... )

I'm okay now
not ecstatic, not feeling great
but right now, ok is ok

someone just shoot me, please, just put me out of my misery, please

she's so close yet so far away

new plan
scrap lollalpalooza
going to the grassroots fest in ithaca instead
4 days of hippydom
...................yay

its a really horrible feeling to realize that when all is said and done it would have been better for everyone involved if you had never been born, not the kind of feeling when you want to die, that implies that your life has been worth something up until this point, but when you know deep down inside, that it's been nothing but pain and ( Read more... )

i am currently faced with a connundrum(sp ( Read more... )