ok...i knew this was going to happen. you know how i know? because it was too good to be true. i was ALMOST waiting for it to happen. but then i thought, "no, this one, hopefully, will work out."...so i thought. yep, im single...again. i hate this. really, i do. i thought me and brenna were totally cool. she said "when your name comes up in a ( Read more... )

i hate holidays...seriously... they officially suck now. last year i thought that it was just bad luck, but now its official. holidays offically suck. i think that last year was the only year that i had a good christmas. and ironically it was at my dads house. anyway, holidays suck.

i got my drum set back in my garage!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH YEAH!!!!!!! I RULE!!!!!! oh! and yesterday i made up the best beat ever!!!!!! omG!!!!! oh yeah!!!!!!!! its like...the BOMB!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!! its cool. i like it. and i played it yesterday and today. and i really like it. oh, and im at brenna's. i dont think im sick anymore ( Read more... )

damn...i hate my life. so i cant play drums now because i didn't get wes's number who had the number to that guys house that died on my street. and because I didn't get the number, my moms like "im taking your drum set away" and im like FUCK NO. so now the whole drum set is in my room...waiting to be played....SUCH TORTURE..DAMMIT I FUCKIN HATE HER ( Read more... )

you know what i hate? or dont like? when people say there not doing anything, or they're grounded, and that they cant go anywhere, but then they end up going somewhere...i hate that. its like you could've just said you were busy, its not that hard. iono usually when i say i cant go anywhere, i usually dont go anywhere. so i dont know, thats what ( Read more... )

damn im so nervous. im supposed to jam with my friend scott tomorrow, and some of my friends are like dude...hes fuckin good. and im like shit! i mean my friends have told me that im good...but im not sure...im totally scared. like i dont know what to do. but i've always wanted to jam with someone, even if i will suck. at least i would've tried it ( Read more... )

FINALLY! im over my sickness...im pretty sure... *knocks on wood* anyway, yeah i was hella sick like all day and night yesterday. i threw up twice before i went to school. then i had the runs for like 4 hours. yeah it sucked. and im sure the whole world wanted to know that one lol. oh well, its what happens when u get sick. i couldn't even have ( Read more... )

IM GOING TO SAN FRANSISCO WITH BRENNA AND HER PARENTS TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG!!!!!!!! i had suuuuch a good day today!!! holy shit!!!!!! ok so anyway, im over getting my physical done right? and im like "dude mom, lets stop by guitar center so i can get some stuff ok?" and shes like no...so im like..sad. BUT THEN! we get to the place for my physical and i get my physical and stuff, right, and then at the end i asked her ( Read more... )

yaaaaay i saw brenna today! wooo hooo! im such a loser. i kinda hated it because i had to have my hood on the whole time...dammit. i got bit i guess the other day, and i tried squeezing it to get the venom out, but it just got red. and big...i mean RED. so its gross. and it on my face. and yeah. so i felt kinda funky the first, lets see, HOUR that ( Read more... )