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[old_spirit]

So I've finally figured out why I've felt so uneasy about Tim opening doors for me, paying for things, and just all around being a gentleman.  It's because in my mind and heart I truly believe I deserve and should end up with the asshole that abuses me whether emotionally or physically.  I'm just afraid that since he is so sweet , caring, nice,

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[soul3]

>_> ok stop the emo stupid pity trip. Tim's a decent fellow and so what if you're flawed? So is he, you just dont see it cause you dont want to, and thats exactly how he sees you** so just suck it up and deal with paranoia logically and fuckin ignore it.

**albeit pregnant

[old_spirit]

Okay not pregnant and it's not a pity trip. If it were I would be going woe is me and all that crap. All this was was me putting ramblings in my head out in solid form. I'm not asking for people to pity me I'm just putting it down for peace of mind because if I didn't it'd be going through my head all day. I don't look for pity so don't say I am.