so last night....again was extremely fucked up. (in a good way ( Read more... )

so kristin called me tuesday night. i basicly said "nope..not tellin you shit. bye!"
felt good.

kristin - i'm over the bullshit. the reason i didnt tell you anything about tim is b/c for ONE...i do NOT owe u any kind of an explanation. at all. i dont owe u a thing. SECOND....it's b/c i know if i -did- tell you....you'd just do your little ( Read more... )

my brother brough his pet iguana home from college 2 days ago. it's definitely got to be the cutest thing ever ( Read more... )

go figure. tim called me up this morning to try to make up and say sorry and shit. i didn't pick up the phone ( Read more... )

i wish i had never met tim. i've got a bruise on my lower back from where he threw me on the pavement right outside his house ( Read more... )

got hit. humiliated. beat with the belt.....got dumpted.

it's all over everyone.

i'm alone.

i was on top of tim last night and i was leaning over to kiss him and he grabbed my arms and goes
Oh baby...i feel like i could just throw you around like a ragdoll. you're so small, i love you

that definitely got him some major ass brownie points.

p.s. i love rascal flatts. makes me want to cry a little whenever i hear What hurts the most. ( Read more... )

i have been having the hardest time eating. i have absolutely no appetite and the thought of food sort of makes me sick

i dunno whats wrong. hm. it's irritating b/c i wish i had the desire to EAT

still in rehab. gettin out soon.
be lookin out for me :)

Beautiful dawn - lights up the shore for me ( Read more... )