I decided to leave for school early. I feel restless and useless here, and I feel like I really want to make this semester significant and productive. Friends are beginning to scatter across the United States and Europe, and at home I feel some kind of strange alienation that was never present before. The older I get, the less I fit in here. So, I ( Read more... )

This year hasn't been the best, but certainly not the worst. I am thankful for all the opportunities it brought to my doorstep, and yet sorrowful for all that has been lost. But most of all, I am grateful for the grace that this world has shown me… and I feel like I am starting to believe in people again. When I first heard the news about the ( Read more... )

Maybe it's stress. Maybe it's me coming to my senses. Cornell is driving me crazy. I'm doing well here academically, but being in the middle of fucking nowhere is making me a mental case. This campus revolves around academics, and last weekend (finals weekend), after taking two exams, I just couldn't take it anymore. I ran away to CT to visit ( Read more... )

1)First thing I remember doing wrong as a kid: swinging my cat, Christina, by the tail in the living room ( Read more... )

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I do not know what it is about you
that closes and opens
Only something in me understands
the voice of you eyes is deeper than all roses.
Nobody, not even the rain, has such small hands.
-ee cummings

For far too long ( Read more... )