I just dont understand why i cant spend my free time doing stuff that i actually want to do. Its absolutely ridiculous.

And i just have an immense craving to smoke pot with good old becka in her basement.

I need to get out and see people. Im going absolutely fucking insane.

So, the past few days have been suprisingly decent ( Read more... )

Well lets see...what happened today ( Read more... )

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Holy Shit. Its amazing how quickly this week went straight downhill ( Read more... )

Godamn i feel like shit. I really hope im not getting sick ( Read more... )

I sure do hate being lied to.

I resent the hell out of so many people right now.

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So first and foremost...
happy birthday, obviously, to melissa.

I feel bad about not visiting but poor fucking sarah had a barfing fit and as much as the room smelled of grossness...well yeah.

Now that i have an actual bound journal, im spending way too much time alone, collecting magazine clippings and shit.