I guess I am making the best out of this summer…and I am having way too much fun with it ( Read more... )

i know that things are ending, closing in,
but i am still waiting for something else,
something to grab hold of me,
everyone is leaving, but i will always be here.

fuck you, no actually, fuck everyone! because i am nothing, i have no intelligance, i have nothing to offer. go ahead, use me, abuse me, leave me...it is ok, it doesn't matter anyway, i am only a woman. a worthless thing. she is a nothing, used for centuries, brused adn abused throught out time. and now nothing has changed, it continues, and will ( Read more... )

have you ever thought about what if? like what if i wouldn't have gone to that party or what if i wouldn't have let my gaurd down? or what if we had never spoke, never hung out? or what about...what if things happened in a different order, never happened. what if we never met? would it have been better? could it have been better? personally, i hate ( Read more... )

oh man ( Read more... )

PART ONE ( Read more... )

have you ever really thought about your purpose on earth? what your role is, will you ever be what they want. i think about it all the time. am i living up to their expectations? do they really know who i am? why do they pretend to not notice, do they care? doing what i do you would think that people would say something, i know they know...why can' ( Read more... )

man, the last couple of days have been out of this world...i have been out of this world and out of my mind. hanging out with friends going to some parties. goodtimes. last night was tight. i hung out with some of my friends(whom shall remain nameless...i said i wouldn't tell what they did) and it was priceless. it was(i'll call it sara) sara's ( Read more... )

WOOOOOOOOO! i don't know what i am doing tonight, but it is gonna be sweeeeet! party, hangout, drink, smoke, everything, a guy, a girl. eh? who knows...it could happen. so, if you wish to be a part of this gals night and whitness history in the making...just call out my name...i mean, call the cellular ( Read more... )

So this weekend was sleeping beauty...i had a lot of fun with the show. Thursday was opening night adn so afterward some of us went over to Britt's house and had a party. Goodtimes. I have never been that wasted in my life, i couldn't drive home and no one else was in any state to drive me. I ended up having to call mandy to come and get me...i was ( Read more... )