for the very first time in my life, i don't find myself wishing that i would only feel as old as i think i should be. i feel significantly older than i did in may, when school let out. it seems like yesterday when i walked into mrs. allen's freshman english class for the first time. i was so petrified. everyone else looked like adults. i didn' ( Read more... )

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lalala words blah blah words are fun.( words )

non-alcoholic birthday party for me- sweet 16
this friday, the 16th
7-12
chili/hot dogs are included free of charge,
as are sodas (name of my gerbil)
maybe karaoke, who knows?
bring a pal, just let me know
ask me for info
this invite is to YOU, whoever you are
(if you chose to bring a gift, money is preferable:) )

love,
jess*

wowit is new year's eve, and do i have plans? no. of course not. last year i had plans. i was out with lindsey and amber. i feel so unloved. i'm not trying to invite you to a pity party, because i know that the fact that i am not doing anything on such a superlative, super-awesome holiday has been totally brought on by myself. i'm just not ( Read more... )

i just thought all these were cool- so here they are in one entry...

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my sweet, sweet albino gerbil that i have had for about 2 1/2 years, chloe, is gone. it happened christmas eve. she looked like she had just gone to her usual sleeping spot, just to sleep, and died. just the day before she had been doing her usual back flips. shaun made me feel better though. he took me to get a new gerbily on the 26th. (i ( Read more... )

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