Title:The Insecurities of Kyumin [1/2]
Author:OliviaJones101
Rating:NC-17
Genre:Fluff and Smut
Pairing:KyuMin
Summary:Insecuerites is something everyone has even Kyuhyun and Sungmin
Notes:Second Fic;sorry if there are any grammer or spelling mistakes;I do plan on writing one on Sungmin lol; Please read and comment =)
Insecurity is something that everyone has and yes that means Idols as well no matter how perfect people think they are.
Sungmin was very aware of his insecurities as well as his lovers, He knew fans wondered why Kyuhyun was never seen shirt less, but Sungmin knew why and that’s because of the car accident in April of 2007 and yes that was four years ago but the scars on Kyuhyun’s stomach didn’t fade leaving some nasty reminds to both of them the day that Kyuhyun almost lost his life, but Sungmin didn’t care about the scars and he was going to show Kyuhyun that he shouldn’t care about them either. Sungmin finished showing and stepped out drying himself off and wrapping his pink towel around his waist before walking into their shared room. Kyuhyun was sitting on the bed his back against the head board his long lanky legs crossed at the ankles his laptop sitting in his lap the lamp on their bedside table was turned on, Sungmin put his dirty clothes in the hamper and sighed heavily trying to get his lovers attention which didn’t work, “ HMMM,” Sungmin hummed loudly causing the mankae to sigh and shut in laptop(not before saving his game though) and placed his laptop on the little table on their bedside,“ Yes, Minnie?” Kyuhyun asked looking at the older male who was standing there in his pink towel, arms crossed over his chest, and a pout on his lips, “ Nothing really, just wanted to pull you away from the game,” Sungmin said smiling as he walked towards his lover who rolled his eyes at the older males childish way of getting his attention. Sungmin stopped at the side of their shared bed and grabbed Kyuhyun’s face turning it towards him,“ Your are so handsome,” Sungmin said inhaling Kyuhyun’s scent before pressing his pouty lips against his lover’s plump ones the kiss was slow and passionate, Kyuhyun nibbled on the older males bottom lip and Sungmin opened his mouth willingly moaning into the kiss as Kyuhyun’s slick tongue roamed Sungmin’s mouth tasting vanilla and a hint of Sungmin. The older male ran his hands through the mankae’s brown straight hair tugging on it gently.
Kyuhyun pulled Sungmin into his lap the pink towel riding up some exposing his lovers lovely smooth and milky thighs. Sungmin pulled away leaving both males panting and he could feel Kyuhyun’s semi-erected cock through his sweat pants, “ Let me show you how handsome you are Hyunnie,” The older male said looking into Kyuhyun’s chocolate brown eyes, to be honest Sungmin loved Kyuhyun’s eyes because sure his eyes were just as brown but when he loved into his lovers eye’s he felt home and like he was the only one for Kyuhyun and lately he seemed to need the reinsurance because with Kyuhyun being around the long legged Chinese man Sungmin felt his confidence about their relationship slipping and he was scared. “ Minnie are you listening to me,” Kyuhyun asked sliding his hands up and down Sungmin’s exposed milky thighs causing his breath to catch in his throat. “No, what were you saying Kyu,” Sungmin asked tilting his head to the side, causing Kyuhyun to forget the fact that he was aggravated at the older male for not listening to him, “I said what the hell are you talking about,” Kyuhyun said looking at his Hyung with his eyebrow raised, “ I can show you better than I can tell you,” Sungmin said seductively licking his lips sending a shiver down Kyuhyun’s spine and before Kyuhyun could say anything, he was pulled into a heated kiss by the older male who bite down on his lover’s bottom lip causing Kyuhyun to groan, Sungmin taking the chance thrust his tongue into the younger males mouth tasting the boy before he pulled away and licked his lips.
Sungmin lifted Kyuhyun’s shirt over his head and tossed it to the floor, Kyuhyun reached out to turn off the light when Sungmin pulled on his arm shaking his head “no” “ Just leave it on please,” Sungmin said and kissed Kyuhyun’s cheek when he saw a flash of nervousness flush into Kyuhyun’s chocolate brown eyes, “ Hyung I don’t thi-,” The younger male was cut off when Sungmin once again pressed his lips against Kyuhyun’s, “Please just let me show you how much I appreciate you and love you just the way you are, scars and all,” Sungmin said pressing his bruised lips against Kyuhyun’s cheek, Sungmin pulled back and looked the younger male in the eye’s, “ I…ummm…I guess so,” Kyuhyun said looking to the side so Sungmin wouldn’t see Kyuhyun’s flushed face and Sungmin could have squealed at Kyuhyun’s sudden shyness because the Evil Mankae was anything but shy, but instead of ruining the moment he kissed Kyuhyun’s now pink cheeks.
Both males moved so that Kyuhyun was laying on his back Sungmin straddling his waist, The older male looked at his lover’s chest in awe Kyuhyun’s stomach was flat but you could see the muscles the pink scars standing out on Kyuhyun’s semi- tan skin, “ Minnie stop sta-,” Sungmin put his finger against the younger males lips, “ Shh, I’m going to take my time and enjoy the view,” Sungmin said while running a dull finger nail over the younger males sensitive nipple, Sungmin leaned down and started kissing Kyuhyun’s neck sucking and biting at the exposed skin. Kyuhyun titled his head back so that it was pressed into the pillow behind him his eyes closing in pleasure as Sungmin continued to leave love bites on his neck, “Ah…M..Minnie..turn..off..the…light,” Kyuhyun panted out and he felt the older man shake is head “no” for the second time that night. Sungmin proceed to move down to the younger males nipples taking one into his mouth sucking on it gently he ran one of his hands down Kyuhyun’s flat stomach loving the way Kyuhyun’s stomach muscles quivered under his touch, Sungmin moved to the other nipple giving it the same treatment, he ran his finger nail over one of the many scars causing Kyuhyun to gasp and arch his back, ‘Who knew that these ugly scars could bring me pleasure,’ Kyuhyun thought, “ Ahh..ah..Minnie,” Kyuhyun gasped out, one of his hands running through Sungmin’s long hair, “ You like this baby,” Sungmin asked leaning into Kyuhyun’s ear then kissed Kyuhyun gently before he had time to answer the obvious question while he pressed his thumb into one of the scars gently rubbing it again, “ Mmm,” Kyuhyun moaned out as they pulled away and Kyuhyun bucked his hips against Sungmin’s hard member causing both of the males to moan in pleasure, Sungmin kissed the younger males chest before licking his way down to the mankae’s naval moving towards a pink scar and began to suck on it gently he could feel Kyuhyun shiver ,” Mmmm…Minnie,” The younger male moaned out arching his back so he could push more of his skin into Sungmin’s skilled and not so innocent mouth which didn’t work casing him to groan in frustration, Sungmin understanding what his lover wanted sucked harder pulling back to see that hickey over the pink scar, he ran his nail over the hickey/scar earning yet again another gasp from his lover, “ Hyunnie’s so sensitive,” Sungmin said smirking as he looked at Kyuhyun’s flushed face his half lidded eyes do to the pleasure, “ And look at that your hard and all I did was suck on your nipples and scars,” He said rubbing Kyuhyun’s harden member through his sweat pants, “ Mmm…fuck Minnie come on,” The younger male said impatiently but Sungmin just leaned down to another scar sucking on it gently. Kyuhyun inhaled deeply back arching once again as Sungmin sucked harder on the scar the pain and pleasure shooting down to the mankae already hard cock, “ P…please…M..Minnie,” Kyuhyun whined out his breaths coming out in pants as Sungmin sucked on another scar, then pulled away.
Sungmin pulled at his lover’s sweat pants and Kyuhyun raised his hips and Sungmin pulled both his boxers and sweat pants off leaving the Mankae naked chest heaving, licks parted slightly as short pants came out, “Kyu you are so beautiful, those scars don’t hurt you they make you who you are my lover, my boyfriend, my other half I wouldn’t have you any other way, these scars,” Sungmin said his fingers tracing other a scar, “ Are a part of you and always will be so there is no need to hide them Kyu,” Sungmin said kissing Kyuhyun soft and sweet,“ I love you and all your scars,” Sungmin said looking Kyuhyun in the eye’s,“ And I love you and only you,” Kyuhyun said looking Sungmin’s eye’s. Sungmin moved so the he was in between Kyuhyun legs and licked the tip of Kyuhyun erection before engulfing it causing Kyuhyun to moan his eyes rolling in the back of his head as Sungmin toke as much as he could into his mouth his hand grasping the base as he began to bob his head up and down.
Kyuhyun buried his hand in Sungmin’s hair and he spreading his legs wider for the older man, “ Fuck..Minnie,” He groan out his other hand gripping the sheets so that he wouldn’t thrust into Sungmin’s mouth, But when Sungmin deep throated him and pressed against one of the scars Kyuhyun lost his train of though along with any restraint he had left his other hand found its way into Sungmin’s hair and started to fuck his mouth, “ Mmm,” The older male moan the vibration shooting through him. Sungmin traced his three fingers over Kyuhyun’s lip and he gladly accepting them sucking on them like his life depend on it, “ Mmmm,” Sungmin moaned again as he felt Kyuhyun’s skillful tongue stroke his fingers, once Sungmin thought that they were coated with enough saliva he pushed Kyuhyun’s legs apart even more and traced his first finger over the tight hole then pushed it in knowing that Kyuhyun was so lost in pleasure that he wouldn’t notice and as Sungmin continued to deep throat Kyuhyun he slid his fingers in and out of the younger male, he pushed in a second finger and Kyuhyun hissed but moaned as soon as Sungmin hummed around him. The older man started scissoring the Mankae’s tight hole pushing his fingers in and out before adding the third finger, Sungmin curled his finger, “ OH MY GOD,” Kyuhyun screamed out as Sungmin continued to abuse Kyuhyun’s prostate, “Oh fuck yes,” Kyuhyun said as he thrust into Sungmin’s mouth and thrust against the fingers that were fucking him, “ I…I’m…cumming,” Kyuhyun said before his mouth fall open in a silent scream his back arching off the bed and he pressed on Sungmin’s head emptying his load into the willing mouth, “o…oh..g..god,’ Kyuhyun panted out his limbs felt like jelly as Sungmin pulled away licking his lips the pulled his fingers out of Kyuhyun and laid beside him, “ What about you Hyung,” Kyuhyun asked once he got his breathing back to normal, “ Don’t worry Kyu,” Sungmin said smiling and closing his eyes enjoying the steady breath of Kyuhyun’s until he felt something cold on his member his eye’s snapping open the see Kyuhyun straddling his waist, “ Kyu, are you sure,” He asked his eye wide, “ Hey its not everyday you see me like this so just shut up and enjoy it,” Kyuhyun said smiling at his lover. Kyuhyun put one hand on Sungmin’s chest and gripped the older males base with the other and lowered himself on down Sungmin who gritted his teeth at the feeling of Kyuhyun tight heat surround him, “Oh Kyu.” Sungmin moaned out once Kyuhyun was fully seated on him. This must be why Kyuhyun likes to top this hot delicious heat that was clenching around his member made him pant, “Kyu your so tight,” Sungmin moaned out and Kyuhyun just rolled his hips Sungmin’s head fell against the pillow as Kyuhyun began to ride him slowly first. Sungmin gripped Kyuhyun’s waist his thumb brushing over one of Kyuhyun’s scars, “ So beautiful,” Sungmin panted out as Kyuhyun started to bounce up and down, “Mm, fuck yeah,” Kyuhyun said his head falling back both his hands planted on Sungmin’s chest as he rode Sungmin. Sungmin began to meet the Mankae’s bouncing as he thrust up every time Kyuhyun slammed himself down, “ Minnie so close don’t stop,” Kyuhyun mumbled though his legs burned and his thighs trembled he didn’t stop until Sungmin flipped them other and hit Kyuhyun prostate, “ FUCK MINNIE RIGHT THERE,” Kyuhyun moaned out and Sungmin slammed into the Mankae both close, he gripped Kyuhyun leaking cock and fisted him in time with the thrust and soon Kyuhyun came hard moan Sungmin’s name, Sungmin following right after spilling his seed into Kyuhyun, “That..was…great,” Kyuhyun said panting out as Sungmin nodded and slide out of Kyuhyun leaving him to groan in protest, “ I love you Minnie and thank you for loving me and my scars,” Kyuhyun whispered as he kissed Sungmin passionately his hand slipping down until it rested his Sungmin’s hip, “ I love you to Kyu,” Sungmin mumbled sleepily.
And all though Kyuhyun still doesn’t show is body he is grateful to know that Sungmin loves him insecurities and all.