NO NO NO. the reality. if you want to be an idol that gets cash through selling your face and admiration of crazy fans, then something should be sacrificed. you DON'T deserve a girlfriend okay.
if you really must, then QUIT.
i know i shouldn't call myself a fan if these words really come out of my mouth so i'll just type my heart out in this entry. i love your looks, i love your acting, i enjoy your singing, i love your dancing (like WHOAOMGSEXY 8D) ahem. i love your expressions, i praise your idol status but i don't know you in real life and therefore i only base my likings to you on what i see on the media.
therefore if your image is broken then it is the end of my fandom/support for you.
you can so tell i'm an immature 15 yr old.
PEE.ESS. hope this is all fake so i can scrap this entry : D