Ya know what? I'm actually feeling really good right now, so don't be fooled by the potential metaphorishness of the heading. The heading is very literal. For this whole month and about half of the last, I've had a string of recurring nightmares. Each nightmare is different in setting: time, place, etc., but the thing that makes it a nightmare, the ( Read more... )

Well, guess what? I'm back home now! =D I came back from Fredonia today after a NIGHTMARE of a bus trip. But well, it feels good to be back. I set the room up all nice how it was when I left. That atmosphere is coming back, I can FEEL it! I added one thing to the room so far... Colin wanted tapestries, well, we have nice cloths of all kindsa ( Read more... )

Everyone's gone now... I'm left at home, a place once filled with the voices of the people I love to be with, my best and only friends... I had such a wonderful time this thanksgiving break, best time for 2 years solid. I actually was HAPPY. But now I feel like I'm left in those good times, left behind in them, but everyone's moved on. It's so ( Read more... )

Well tonight was really awful. For some reason I started to get really depressed again. This has been happening alot recently. I don't know exactly why this happens. I just get REALLY really upset, my heart just /hurts/. Well, Terri told me she was gonna talk to me at around 10:30 tonight. She said she'd be done with her homework around then. Well ( Read more... )

Well, I have to say, just as I did in my title, things are looking up. This is the first good day I've had in a LONG time. For some reason, I'm just /happy/. I don't get it! =D Well, first of all, I've been VERY productive these past few days, today especially. I took a philosophy quiz, which I ACED, I sorted out my class registration stuff so I'll ( Read more... )

God DAMN I'm tired O.o;; *falls asleep ( Read more... )

Well, I have to say, I feel verry good about some stuff at the moment. I'm feeling rather bummed out because my evening was rather upsetting, but I'm a bit better and I'm rather happy after reading my friend Chuchu's live journal. He's a fellow furry, and it seems like he'll turn out to be what might /seriously/ be my best friend. Not in the ( Read more... )

Today I spent most of the day inside. Normally I can't stand days like that. Just sitting there, wasting my life away at my computer. I can't stand it. Well, today there was a reaon for me to stay here. I was playing Team Fortress Classic this afternoon. It's a mod for Half Life, a very popular shooter game. I was playing as a sniper, and I started ( Read more... )

I feel preetty bad right now. I'm not sure why either. I know there are a few things that kinda uspet me, but they weren't very much. There was my thinking about Tracey earlier today... that kinda has the same effect on me as Tyler has on Terri, probably for similar reasons, although mine may be somewhat ungrounded. Next, there was this story my ( Read more... )

I was just in the bathroom washing up for bed (an hour late! GASP!) when I came across a sign posted on the bathroom door. That's where they post all the hall announcements, on printouts. Well, I was looking down the list at all the things going on. Hmmm... let's see... a campus wide contest, again... so many of those and I never seem to be able to ( Read more... )