these are the things i've wonderd recently:

have i ever been a jackass to anyone?

have i ever made anyone cry?

have i ever understood what was going on?

random thoughts but what the hell right? wrong? left? whatever.

this whole life revision thing isn't going to badly...

welcome to winter. light layer of snow on the ground today. nice to see a change in weather. i'm sure others are secetly cursing the snow mentally. i'm fine with it. assembly was interesting. bass guy was cool. bass guy's outfit wasn't so cool. today i have c through f off. looking forward to what happens today. tuesdays are always different...

i'm back. trip wasn't so long this time methinks, the bus driver made it up to school pretty quickly. mountain school draws closer and closer. my toungue anticipates the taste of freedom. sweet and delicious. 169 emails exactly. mostly junk mail. damn exie-mail and not letting we aol users check mail at home. you know because i really care that ( Read more... )

WHAM ( Read more... )

i lied

tonight at EP i was shaking. nobody noticed. it's all different now. i've decided to shut up. private writing is how i bleed thoughts now. no more words. this is the end. no more entries.

hello. not much happening but i don't really need to say that. nothing ever does. so i'm going to going to kill my world this week. it's all over soon and i can see it coming. I wonder what it'll be like to start over. i seriously believe that i'm going to have to do so because after this, i'm gonna not be able to be the same or behave the same way ( Read more... )

i'm alive and things are going ok i guess. got an A- on my RAS, an A on my marine bio test, and a 19/20 on my hand-in for marine bio. so life is decent. jazz is soothing, soccer is gratifying, and my private journal is uplifting...and i am healing so i guess you could say i'm on the right track...i learned a new jazz song in yesterday in about 10 ( Read more... )

so ummm, today is not a good day. today i realized what i have to do. it's going to take a lot but i'm going to do it. and no i'm not talking about overcoming fear, because at the moment that is no longer the issue. i thought i was being unfair at first, but now i realized, that's not true. the only person i'm cheating is myself. i've always ( Read more... )

hi, life is dull, so what says the world what else is new, wouldn't you like to know i respond. and even if i told the world, the world would be worn gin thinkign that now is the time of a new solomon, because this solomon has always been here, he's just always been well hidden amongst the secrets and the lies and the loneliness. No one like to ( Read more... )