I started training at a brutal Muay Thai school in addition to the extensive training I have been doing at Brians. I hope to God nobody pisses me off. I could kill you with my shin.

Last weekend sucked. Got my car towed. 165 bucks for that shit. Tried to have fun but no luck. I cant remember the last time I had a really fun weekend. Im gonna be 23 soon. My schedule is basically Muay Thai and work. I could care less about anything else. Just biding my time in this little town till I get what I need to get done and then ( Read more... )

so, I have spent the last few weeks being stressed out to the max. I havent been so broke in my life. I have been feeling pretty shitty and all i want is to sit at the bar and drink. Instead, I train constantly. I run, and stretch and lift and stretch some more. I tie my weights together with rope and put the rope in my mouth. Then I lift the ( Read more... )

I would love to just take off. I want to live in Thailand for a year to finish my training and then start fighting competitively over there. I am focusing so much on my training and have stopped the ridiculous weight training that does nothing but bulk me up and restrain my flexibility. I have been living by a fighters schedule. Training and ( Read more... )

officially moved into my new place. its sweet. but money is tight again and i cant afford to do anything for awhile. sucks. go to the show tonight.

I fucking hate everything. People fuck you over so bad. I never trusted anyone, but I thought at least there was some hope. Now I know there isnt. I will never truly know anybody and to be honest I dont really want to. I cant stand this shit.

man, stuff is really pissing me off lately. between finances, work, moving, my band, quitting PBS, friends etc. Im fuckin stressed out and nothing seems to help. Im sick of everything and everyone. Its time to move.

Yo, i dont know if anybody reads this shit but whatever. FMBC for life. Always good times. my life right now: constant work. barely partying, barely band, tattoos, girl, moving, more work. I gotta change my schedule to: girl, band, tattoos, partying and work. damn.

Well, had a crazy ass party at my house this weekend. Everything in my place is broken. Check this out ( Read more... )

Well, whats new? I'm working my ass off right now. I'm working the morning news shift at FOX from 1am to 9am but Im making decent bank so Im happy. Plus my co-workers kick ass so thats good. Im still at PBS part-time also for extra cash and I like keeping up on my Final Cut Pro skills. I sleep from 10am to 5pm and then go to PBS at 6pm then go ( Read more... )