I wish I was still wide-eyed and curious about the world. I wish I were more like a child.

I never write in this anymore. I have such a block on things I want to say or feel like I can say to people that half of my life is kept to me (or myself, grammar sucks) anyway. So, here goes. I failed my summer class. Miserably. And not because it was hard or anything, I fell behind while sick and NEVER got any response from my teacher, which I ( Read more... )

I have tonsilitis. So if you've been near me, take some vitamins.

But I won a weekend off of work, so I suppose I'm good. And my mom bought me a sweet piece of cake from la madeline today.

I never update anymore. I would love to say thats because I'm doing so much, but its really because I'm working or something similar to that. I don't know how much I'm actually accomplishing-really I'm just tired ( Read more... )

sometimes I just want to break shit.

I have no idea how to fix java support and without it I can't login to my e-mail account for UTD-and without that I can't e-mail my extra credit paper, or my english papers. fuck.

I'm 19.

I missed my flight. My dad called to tell me that I should drive my car back. 9 hours. By myself. This was not out of concern for me, rather out of concern for my mom and how this complicates things for her. Because this doesn't complicate things for me? I shouldn't have answered the phone ( Read more... )

Its obvious that I'm not going to sleep. Defeat accepted. My birthday is soon.

Birthday. Finals week. Moving shortly after that. I have assloads of work leading up to that though.

I could schedule as a sophomore if Delgado didn't suck so much.