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Mar 18, 2005 14:30

Well right now I'm trying to decide if I'm gonna go to Lindsay's sleep over. I'm not sure if it would be too awkward if I came. I'm not talking awkward for myself, but other people might feel awkward towards me. Honestly I feel like I am unwelcome from more people than those who welcome me. I am fully aware that I fucked up in this situtaion... but ( Read more... )

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super_mukki March 18 2005, 15:39:34 UTC

Well, no one hates you, they're just upset, but they'll get over it. Everyone said that they don't plan on disowning you.

HOWEVER, to show no remorse or regret means that you feel you did nothing wrong, which contradicts you saying that you fucked up, unless you mean it in the "I learned from it and won't do it again" perspective.

Only thing I don't get is why did Lindsay agree not to tell Amber's boyfriend? I'd think he would have a right to know... and maybe it's just me, but I feel that she shouldn't be able to get away from this scott-free :| I really hate her, lol.

omega_pain March 18 2005, 18:51:25 UTC

For your information Amber's boyfriend does know what going on. I took it apon myself to contact him and let him know.

kirby_c05 March 18 2005, 15:58:03 UTC

the fact that you did it, and you show no remorse from it irritates the hell out of me because i know now that you trully are evil. but i dont hate you...infact, i helped lindsay to her choice to invite you ^ ^ i guess its all apart of that unconditional love for my friends. just dont ever do it again...
~kirby

oh yeah...do you still think i can have that code to your account for ff11...?

xdyingxtoxlivex March 18 2005, 16:29:21 UTC

Ouch, I could never tell someone they're evil.

I'm glad that you, Victor, have realized that she wasn't the best thing to do at the time. But I'm sorry that you don't feel bad that it hurt people outside of you too.

omega_pain March 18 2005, 18:49:40 UTC

Don't get me wrong, if you ask me if it was right I will tell you no. Ask me if I would do it again, I would laugh at you and say hell no. Ask me if I feel bad for Peter, I would tell you "you have no idea the guilt I feel". But what is done is done there is nothing that can be done about it. I wouldn't have done it at all unless i felt something good for her. You guys might have only seen bad things about her but I saw something else in her, something that really caught me. The only reason I don't regret it is cause nothing can be done, I've learned things about myself and other poeple. If none of this happened there are many things that I wouldn't have discovered about myself. Also it does no good going through life thinking about things that you shouldn't have done and feeling bad aobut it.

kirby_c05 March 18 2005, 18:53:42 UTC

hmmm..never seen it that way...

xdyingxtoxlivex March 18 2005, 19:44:10 UTC

Wow, that was really deep, I guess you have learned something from this situation.

sammieg March 19 2005, 11:37:15 UTC

I can now see the low respect you have for your friends. Doing that, in a friends bed, while we are all over, is completely disrespectful. But honestly, I knew you were going to do it. What man wouldn't? And sorry, I don't believe you wouldn't do it again. Just as long as you didn't get caught.

And for future refrence... don't go to Geoff and tell him your secrets. He's going to tell me. And I will tell everyone else. Like you said, "I'm not perfect. I make mistakes." But... I didn't "fuck up". That was all you.

Come to the sleep over... but sorry, right now I honestly don't want to talk to you. Until you feel some remorse, and stop blaming everyone else for your mistake, I'm not going to want too. But come, this might give you an opportunity to get you back on my good side. But, hmm, you probably don't care about that much, do ya?

omega_pain March 21 2005, 12:50:01 UTC

Why is it that when I say I will not regret it people think I don't feel remorse? When I say I will not regret it, I mean that I will not dwell on my "mistake" and wish that I didn't do it. What has happened happened and not a damn thing can be done about out. Don't take offensce to this but don't talk about my respect towards my friends when you guys don't respect me enough to not talk to everybody about what I do with my life.

super_mukki March 21 2005, 19:16:05 UTC

Well, I believe that by telling Peter, he took the initiative in taking responsibility for his actions. I understand the no regrets thing because I say it fairly often myself. Why regret what you can't change? You can have remorse for something but still not regret it, because you may not have learned from it what you have now. You can not regret something but still know that if the situation happened again you would not do the same thing ( ... )