Pretty sure it's my hormones but I'm really sad. lol fuck this shit ( Read more... )

17. You're alright I guess. :P

18. I'm so glad you're okay :)

I know you're not completely okay, but you're getting better and that makes me happy.

19. So I heard you were weird.

But that's okay. Kind of. I dunno. It's just really funny when we see you/your name or whatever now.

20. At this point in time, I'm closer to my GBig than my Big.

Just because I ( Read more... )

12. I still love my college fambam and I probably always will :)

I love my parents, Christine and Kevin.
I love my siblings, Carlo, Cliff, Vanessa, Helen, and Axel.
I love my Big (Ann), GBig (Patrick), and my newfound Twin (Tim).
I love my Kuyas (Kevin, Arvin, Jason).
I love my PUSO fam.

13. I still love my other friends. Even though I don't see them a ( Read more... )

1. I still don't know what I want.

2. I still don't feel comfortable talking about my feelings.

But I'm getting there.

3. I may not be able to talk to them about everything, but I'm glad they're there for me.

I'm so grateful to have all of these people who listen to me and give me advice when I need it. Thank God I met Christine, Vanessa, Jason, Arvin ( Read more... )

Messages to people. And maybe more thoughts.

17. Every time you say something, my face is just like


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12. I love my college fambam.

I love my main fambam.
I love how Christine takes care of us like a real mom.
I love how Kevin feeds me like a real dad.
I love how even though Cliff and I can be cruel, we still look out for each other like real siblings.
I love how even though Carlo can't always be there, he makes an effort to still be there as our ( Read more... )

since I left home.

It's 6.23 in the morning and I really should go to sleep. But honestly, I don't give a fuck since I don't have class on Fridays (although this is the last free Friday I'll have. Fuck PHY125 and SPN111).

Anyway, so I just felt like blowing off some steam. I realized a few things about myself lately and I need to talk about it ( Read more... )

so far, i've been 'home' (home, as in the philippines) for.. about 8 days. it feels like a million years ago, our trip to europe. seriously. i feel like i've been baking here forever.

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( let's waste time chasing cars )

i'm only 16 for 365 days after all.