i have to stop surrounding myself with this, it's beginning to take it's toll

i was recently looking at alot of stuff from 9th grade and oh my shit was i a fucking idiot! it embarrasses me to look at it but now i'm over it. bahahah, i can't believe how much people change within 3 years or months for that matter.

this is the first year where i believe i will follow through on my resolutions and i couldn't be more excited for whats to come. hello 2008! i miss everyone i lost this year, i want all of you back! okay? <3

it's kind of sad, there truley is no mystery anymore, no excitment, nothing unexpected. same drama, same place, same conversations, same people complaining about the same problem over and over again. i wish this streak would stop. that i could look foward to something new, someone new, even new drama. i need some excitment that hint of mystery. ( Read more... )

i hope everyone had a nice thanksgiving =)

thank you, conor oberst for being absolutely amazing

i don't think i can watch movies anymore. i get lost and then begin to over analyze and get myself into deep. it's weird but i do the same with books; i should probably take this much concern into my own life. monday is coming soon =) smileee<3

i've decided that i'm not gonna try to make plans and hang out with people who aren't gonna try too. Because i trick myself into missing people when i only really miss the thought of them once being there and i have to move on. Hi, so if you wanna hang out with me you can make the effort now because i'm over trying.

lifes getting better...

okay, so let me keep everyone here up to date with my new phase of honesty. I'm sick of friends who aren't gonna be there unless they need me, i'm tired of the negative energy surrounding my life right now and me trying to remain completely positive so i can somehow balance it out, i can't always be that shoulder sometimes i need a shoulder, i've ( Read more... )

i don't know how you can be so stupid, i wish you would just listen to your friend. I love you and i hate seeing this take over. ugh. despite that little thing I had to get off my chest, life is gooooood