So, as for one of the last days of summer, I bailed on friends and did spring cleaning all within my room. I loved it. I felt productive for once and it was nice to have a day just to myself. I listened to a lot of Coldplay (as you already know) and rumaged through my drawers to only find things that seriously reminded me of last year. I found soo ( Read more... )

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SO, Travis Patrick Sheehan left this morning for Michigan :( It's okay guys, I'll live because I have my girlies and I need to spend time with them anyway. Tomorrow I'm going to see The Format, and OMGANATHALLO!! with Amelia and Chelsea and Curtis and Shamir and everyone else. Then mad sleepover at Amelia's. And on Thursday, Charity and I are ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of all the drama.

I have to get out of my house tonight.

Justin/Leo, we're hanging out and drinking Malibu. The end.

Its impossible to explain what I'm going through right now, and no, its not even worth talking to anyone about. I tried talking to Abby but she just doesn't understand. And she usually gets me pretty well, but my whole debacle is something someone my age really shouldn't be experiencing. How did this even happen? I thought I left all this behind ( Read more... )

friends only. <3

All day I haven't thought of the fact that today is this day. And tomorrow is what tomorrow is.

I don't want to have to think about it right now. It's hard enough with everything that has been happening lately. Its haunting me, and it won't let go of me.

Okay, so I haven't talked to Paul since Thursday and I don't know what to do. He can't get in touch with me and I can't get in touch with him. I wouldn't even know what to say if I actually finally did get him on the phone. I wish I could just go see him and make everything better. We left things so awkward. He said he was afraid to kiss me, but he ( Read more... )

New Year's Resolution: Don't fall in love with the boy moving to California.